“Oh fuck! Please Kameron.”
He leans down, gently peppering kisses along my waist. All I can imagine is the way his warm tongue would feel pressed against my more intimate parts. I feel my arousal begin to drip down me as my body begs for attention. My desire gets the best of me as I grip onto his arms, pulling him to me.“Please…”
His light laughter coasts over my weeping pussy, before he dips down. His tongue rolls lazily across my clit and I can’t help the moans that follow. Kameron continues lapping me up as his hands dig into my waist. He pushes my body down against the counter, holding me in place.
“Drench me in your cum, Lilith.” He groans out before picking up pace. His tongue sweeps across my nerves with vigor, occasionally taking a moment to pause and suck me intohis mouth. The pressure leaves my clit swollen and sensitive, making each lick a moment spent in heaven.
I reach down and paw at my breasts, taking a moment to rub both before pinching my nipples lightly. The pain heightens the euphoria building within me. With each stroke of his warm tongue I feel my release edge closer and closer.
I push myself up on my elbows and gaze down at Kameron. His strong hands are still dug into my side, keeping me close while he devours me. He must sense me looking at him, and raises his eyes to meet mine. For a moment, I can see my arousal that coats his stubble, and I whimper. I whimper like the messy slut he has turned me into.
“More?” He questions, taunting me with a playful smirk.
“Yes,” I rush out.
One of his hands leaves my sides, finding its way to my entrance. Slowly he dips two fingers inside me, watching as if he had just found God. His jaw slackens as he pulls them back out and he admires the glistening of his fingers. “You are going to be my ruin, Little Sinner.”
The moment my nickname leaves his mouth, I know I’m done for. He drives his ring and middle finger back into me, curling them up to hit me just right. Sloppy wet noises blend in with my moans as he doesn’t let up.
“Fuck! Kameron!” I yell out, letting my head fall back as my orgasm overtakes me. My body vibrates as I ride out the waves of my release. Kameron doesn’t let up, until I’m a quivering mess below.
“You come so beautifully,” he admires, staring down at my flushed face. I smile up at him for a moment before the sadness reappears. Seeing his face full of so much love for me again feels like returning home. Unable to bite my tongue any longer, I finally point out the elephant in the room.
“I’m sorry about Adam. I never meant to be the reason you lost more people.”
He stares at me with confusion, before it quickly gets replaced with horror. “Lilith No! I’m so sorry,” he stutters out. “It’s not your fault at all. I thought-”
He cuts himself off but his pain is evident. I give him a nod to continue, reaching forward to intertwine his fingers with my own. “I thought you blamed me. And you would’ve had every right to do so.”
My heart drops to my stomach as I take in his words.This poor, beautiful, broken man.
I squeeze his hand harder when he looks away from me, hoping he will let me in. He squeezes back, but his eyes don't move from where they focus on the ground beneath me.
“I never blamed you, Kameron. And I’m so sorry that the world has been so cruel as to make you think any of this was your fault.” Then, he finally looks at me. “The world dealt you an awful hand of cards, and you have done nothing but play the game to the best of your ability. I see your truth. I see your heart.”
For the first time, I see tears begin to collect in his eyes. My resolve shatters completely and I tug him into me. Quickly, my arms find their place wrapped around him, and he finally breaks. The first sob destroys me, the sound so full of despair. He grips onto me, allowing the pain to finally fall from his shoulder. And I hold him. I hold him while all the grief he’s had to harbor alone falls onto me.I take all of his pain, so unaware of how hard it must have been to breathe.
Chapter Eighteen
Kameron-Age eighteen
“What are you?” The keyholder barks, spit flying into my face. I don’t flinch, I don’t go to wipe it, I do not fucking move. Two years of being here have taught me well. I’ve been turned into exactly what they desire, and in return I have found a reason to keep going.
“I am a weapon!” I bark back.
“And what do you do?”
“I destroy!”
A smirk dances across his face as he prepares his final question. He leans back, finally allowing me some personal space. “And how do you do it?”
“Whatever it takes!”
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