Click.
Click.
My body folded forward, my palms pressing down on the cool surface and my fingers spread wide.
“Good girl,” he said.
His fingers skimmed my outer thighs, pushing my dress up until it bunched around my waist.
A shudder slid up my body.
Smack!
The sound pierced my ears as my body jumped from the contact of his hand against my ass.
I forced my eyes to stay staring at a spot on the wall in front of me.
Smack!
I sensed it coming this time and held my body still. The sting shot up my spine. I sucked in a calming breath and waited for another.
“Do you want to be here?” he asked and when I didn’t answer, his warm palm met my burning cheek again.
“Yes!” I cried out, one of my elbows giving in to the jerk of my body. I quickly straightened it and gritted my teeth.
“Do you want to be with me?” His tone was calm but also demanded an answer.
Yes.
The answer popped up in my head but it wouldn’t leave my mouth.
Smack!
“Yes!” I screamed, my throat feeling raw with the admission.
His finger hooked through the back of my thong and with one quick tug, the delicate fabric gave way to his pull.
“Then tell me what the problem is, Pet.” The answer was right there hanging on the edge of my mind wanting to slip from my tongue. Only I couldn’t think as his thick finger circled my cunt, spreading the wetness that was pooled there.
I was conflicted but my body knew what it wanted.
His finger left me and a second later, I felt a sharp slap to my pussy.
A whimper clawed up my throat and it managed to escape my will to hold it back.
“I don’t know if I can give you what you need!” I screamed out so loud the words seemed to dance around the silent room, echoing over and over again in my ears. “I don’t know if I can fit into your world even though I want to.”
My chest heaved and my body caved into the shaky feeling surging through me. I collapsed onto the cool counter, but it did nothing to snuff out the heat running through my body.
“I don’t know if I can love you good enough,” I whispered out in panting breaths. “They deserve someone better than me. You deserve more than I can give.”
My eyes fell closed and I didn’t stop the single tear that slipped from the corner of my eye.
