He kneads my other breast and swaps over, not wanting to neglect one more than the other. His hands feel rough against my smooth skin.
“Babe, fuck me. I want you inside me now...please.”
He growls and moves over the top of me, his arms braced either side of my head to keep all his weight from crushing me.
“Legs wrapped around me, baby.” He speaks into my mouth.
“K.” I breathe and do as he asks. He enters me, filling me to the hilt, no taking his time, he’s in there, and I'm ready for him - this is the best. The feel of him inside me is like nothing else.
“Babe, Christ, I’ve missed this...missed you.”
“Me too, baby.” I slide my fingers into his hair, taking out his hair tie, and fisting his hair, lifting it so that he’ll lift his head and take my mouth. He knows what I want, and his mouth is on mine. He kisses me as he thrusts in and out of me, his tongue sliding inside my mouth, grunting as he does. He totally consumes me.
“Harder,” I say against his mouth as I reach down to his shoulders. I try to lift my hips to move in rhythm to his thrusts.
He starts to move faster. “You nearly there?”
Like he needs to ask. “I am...faster.”
He picks up speed, planting his knees in the bed to give him more power. I'm going to split into two – but it feels delicious.
“I'm coming! Faster, please faster,oh God.” I pant as I try to draw him further into me with my calves, using every muscle in my body.
He starts to go so fast, control is gone, his movements become jerky, and I know that he’s close to the edge. The sensation of the beginning of my orgasm starts to fill every nerve ending, building and building until it washes over every inch of me. There is nothing else right now, just feeling, joy and my man, and what a feeling.
He comes at the same time as me, stiffening with a loud groan. Hearing him make that sound fills me with happiness - that I’m the one that made him feel that way. I gave him this pleasure, my body.
He buries his head in my neck as his body collapses on mine, breathing heavily. Neither of us says anything. I revel the feeling of him inside me, surrounding me. He’s crushing me, but I don’t care.
I stroke his hair, and he lifts his head.
“You okay, baby?” he says softly.
“I’m more than okay.” I give him a soft smile - the moment so tender, both of us feel it, and neither of us wants to break it. We have had sex many times, but this moment right here, this is the most tender and intense that I’ve felt with him. This is the first time we’ve had sex since we told each other our feelings - there is love in the room now, between us. And let no man put us under.
He slowly withdraws, and I make a whimpering sound - not because he hurts me - because I don't want to lose him.
He lies to the side, his hand stroking my torso, his eyes boring into mine. “Are you happy Sophie?” He whispers.
I nod, tears springing to my eyes - because I am. So happy. “I’ve never been this happy. Thank you for letting me in, Dec.” I reach up and cup the side of his head. “You've let me in here,” I slide my hand down to the centre of his chest, “and you've let me in here.”
“I’m sorry I put you through hell to get here. I can't promise everything's going to be perfect, I’m sure I’ll fuck up a few times on the way, but I can promise I’m going to try my fucking hardest to put that smile on your face right now, every day for the rest of your life.”
A tear runs down my cheek. Great, now I’mthatgirl, the one that cries after sex.
“Can you forgive me?”
“Baby, you're already forgiven, you forgave yourself, that was what you needed to do to move on, you accepted that the things that happened weren't your fault. You know now that you're allowed to be happy.”
“I know it sounds fucking stupid, but I feel like I was meant to meet you. I never thought I would believe in fate. You are the opposite of everything I was. I was dead – yeah, I was alive and breathing - but I was dead inside, and you breathed life back into me. I owe you my life, Sophie.” His voice is rough and emotional.
I reach my head up and softly kiss him on the mouth, slowly but with so much emotion.
The truth is, we saved each other. I wanted a hero, but as it turns out, we’re each other’s hero, and we get to be that for each other forever.
