“Yeah.” Nodding more firmly this time, I turn to face him fully. “I mean, look… I’ve never done anything like this before. It’s just new. And I’m just trying to figure out where I fit in all of it.”
“Well, wherever you want to fit, there’s room for you,” he says, his expression turning soft again. “That’s the whole point of all of this. We’re not trying to make you into somethingyou’re not, Kai. This is about finding what works for all of us, collectively.”
His answer is thoughtful, but it’s not entirely what I want to hear, either. Deep down, I’m still trying to figure out what works for me—and what I really want.
Orion’s voice creeps into my thoughts before I can stop it.
Julian and Sophie are what we call a stag and vixen in the lifestyle. It’s worth looking into. They have a reputation.
And…
A unicorn is a person who is invited into a relationship with an existing couple. It can be problematic because the couple can make demands but the unicorn can’t do anything that could cause any inconvenience for the couple.
I hadn’t thought much about it at the time. I knew what those terms meant—just being in the lifestyle meant that I was familiar with all of it, at least on a surface level. It doesn’t bother me—I’d be a hypocrite if it did—but I’ve always been monogamous, even when playing with a submissive. I’ve only ever had one play partner at once. And now, after tonight… after being intimate with SophieandJulian, it’s hard not to wonder, is this all temporary for them? A passing phase?
Julian nudges me gently with his leg. “Stop thinking so hard. Just… be here. With me.”
“Okay,” I say, smiling softly.
And as that word leaves my mouth, I know I mean it in this moment. But as he presses play on the movie, I can’t shake the quiet voice in the back of my mind.
What if this is all they want from me? And what if I want more?
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
THE SLEEPOVER
Sophie
I wake up warm, with the space between my legs throbbing. Something warm and hard presses against my clit, and I shift my hips forward slightly, trying to chase the friction I need. Suddenly, a hand comes to my swollen nub, and from the way I’m close to the edge, I suspect that I’ve been teased in my sleep. My pajama pants are made of pure silk, and they glide against the cotton knickers I’m wearing smoothly. I’m on my side, and as I shift a tiny bit closer to whatever is giving me the friction I need, I feel a warm hand press against my abdomen and pull me back againstanotherwarm, hard thing.
My eyes fly open, and my eyes land on Kai on his side. One of his legs is hooked over mine, and just as I open my mouth to ask what he’s doing, someone moves behind me, pressing what feels like a thick cock against my arse.
Julian.
“Good morning, little dove,” Kai says, smiling. “We’ve been waiting for you to wake up.”
“How did you sleep?” Julian asks from behind me. His hand comes to my hair and pulls it over my shoulder. Pressing a kiss to my bare neck, my eyes squeeze shut as Kai works his hand inside of my knickers.
“Am I dreaming?” I ask, my voice a breathy whisper.
“I bet she’s already so fucking wet,” Julian murmurs.
His words cause my nipples to harden, and I thrust my hips forward into Kai. “That feels g-good,” I say, my breath stuttering.
In one swift motion, Kai slides my pajama pants down, and I lift my hips to get them off, rolling onto my back and kicking them off the bed.
Just as I attempt to roll back over to my side, Kai pulls me on top of him, so that my back is against his chest.
“Relax, Sophie,” he murmurs.
Julian climbs over us, and he looks so fucking adorable in the morning—his hair tousled, and his face relaxed and sleepy. Reaching down, he begins to unbutton my sleep shirt. With each drag of his fingers against my skin, I let out a small puff of air. Kai moves underneath me, spreading my legs with his knee, and just as Julian works the last button free, Kai’s cock slides between my legs. He doesn’t push into me—not yet. But it’s a warning of what’s to come.
“That’s it,” Kai says, his breath husky as he slides his cock against my folds. I can hear how wet I am, and it sends a shiver down my spine. “How do you want to do this?”
Looking up at Julian, I pull my lower lip between my teeth. He’s kneeling between my legs, wearing only boxer briefs, and my eyes immediately trail down to his straining erection. My mouth waters, and I swallow as I reach out for him.
He smashes his lips against mine, and as his hands come to either side of my head, I feel Kai slide his hands up Julian’s arms. Moaning, Kai bites down on my bare shoulder, and Julian pulls away.
