4. I am in so much trouble
Current status: Trying to process that I just spent thirty-nine minutes in a stairwell with Savage while he opened up about his mum. Also trying to process that I really, really want to be the one to make him smile on his bad days.
UPDATE (11:35 p.m.): Just got a text from him asking if I know any good movies his mum might like to watch during treatments. Apparently, she’s burned through all her usual shows.
Me
MEGAN
Me
CODE RED
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MAXIMUM CRISIS
Megan
Biker or coding emergency?
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EMOTIONAL BIKER EMERGENCY
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He has FEELINGS
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About his MUM
Megan
I need context.
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Found him in stairwell looking sad.
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Had actual conversation.
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For 39 MINUTES
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He moved here for his mum’s cancer treatment.
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He told me some things about his family.
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