“Fuck, Carter, I’m so close already,” Jax said as she gyrated against me.
“And you haven’t even had my fingers back inside of you yet.”
Jax grunted once again, and when I moved my fingers between her legs, she did the same. I ran my fingers through her folds, and she ran hers through mine. When I pressed two fingers into her warmth, two fingers entered me as well. When I realized she was repeating whatever I did, I moved my fingers faster. The fast movement of her fingers had me climbing closer and closer to the edge. I knew it wouldn’t be long before my orgasm hit.
As much as I wanted this to last, I also needed release, so I added a third finger and pushed all three deep inside of Jax. I moved them in and out until I couldn’t take it anymore, then curled them to hit just the right spot. When she hit that same spot inside of me, I screamed out. My body twisted and joltedand so did Jax’s. The sensation of both of us slamming against each other in total ecstasy drew out my orgasm.
When Jax rolled off of me, I stared up at the ceiling as I struggled to catch my breath. For a few minutes, the only sound in the room was our labored breathing, but Jax finally broke the silence when she laughed. “That… you… where the fuck did that come from?”
I rolled onto my side and draped my arm over Jax’s stomach. “What can I say? There’s much more to me than what meets the eye.”
Jax laughed even harder now. “I’d say so. Shit.” Jax rolled onto her side so we were now facing each other. “Speaking of more. According to your list you needed to have either a fling or a one-night stand. Which one is this?”
Hopefully neither,I thought to myself. I still wasn’t ready to speak that out loud though. If I could just complete my list, I’d be theNew Carter, and hopefully that would make me someone Jax won’t grow tired of. I was already over halfway done. I could be patient. If I was going to tell Jax how I felt and hopefully pursue a relationship with her, I wanted to be the best version of myself. “I would really enjoy it if this happened again.”
Jax’s smile widened. “Thank God! I was hoping you’d say that.”
Jax had a look in her eye that told me she was ready for another round, but I couldn’t handle that right now. This had already been more intense than anything I’d ever experienced.
“Unfortunately, we have to stop for tonight, or there’s no way I’ll be able to stay up on my skis tomorrow. It’s already questionable and wobbly legs are not going to help.”
“I can be patient.” Jax wrapped her arm around me and pulled me close, the heat of her body almost making me change my mind about what I had just said. “Just for the record, I wantyou to know that you can use me any way you want during this fling. Even though it definitely doesn’t seem like it, I know it’s been a while, so if there’s anything you want to practice on me or try for the first time, I’m totally in. It doesn’t matter how kinky it is. I’m literally down foranything, especially if it’s with you. Of course, I’m also okay with more of this if that isn’t your thing.”
There actually were certain things I wanted to try that I’d been afraid to mention to Marcie back when we were dating because I worried she would see me differently. There was a much more sexual side of myself that I thought people would judge if they knew about, so I kept that part of me hidden away. Other people would probably think it was weird of me since nothing I had in mind was really that unusual, but it was definitely different from the very vanilla sex I had in high school and college.
“There’s definitely a few things I’d be down to try out on you,” I said as flirtatiously as possible before placing a kiss on her lips.
When I pulled back from the kiss, Jax’s eyes were alight with possibility. “Do whatever you want to me, baby. I’m all yours.”
I wish you really were.
Chapter 19
I was woken up the next day to the feeling of Jax’s lips against mine. When I opened up my eyes, she was staring down at me. “Good morning, beautiful.” She tilted her head and furrowed her eyebrows. “Was it okay to do that? I know we didn’t really establish any rules for this fling.”
I wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her down to kiss her again. “What if, just this once, we say, ‘Fuck the rules?’”
Jax’s smile grew and her cheeks turned the slightest bit pink. “It turns out, that’s my favorite thing to say.” Jax kissed me again.
Each time one of us pulled away, the other would lean in for another kiss, until it kind of became a game and we both ended up breaking down into a fit of giggles. I wanted every morning to be like this and hoped it would continue when we got back to New York.
It was perfect. Lounging around. No responsibil-Wait. Shit.I sat up so quickly that my head smashed into Jax’s.
We both flew apart and rubbed at our heads. Jax was the first to break and start to laugh again, and my laughter followed.
“Where’s the fire?” Jax asked through her laughter.
“Speck! I totally forgot he was here. We left him downstairs when we came up to have sex last night.” I was such a bad dog mom. I couldn’t believe it.
“Could you repeat the last part of that?” Jax asked, not looking the slightest bit concerned.
“Which part?”
“The part about having sex. I love the sound of those words coming out of your mouth.” She pulled me close to her. “I also love some other very specific things about that mouth.”
I playfully pushed her away. “I’m trying to be serious right now. I feel awful.” I pushed my bottom lip out. “I can’t believe I forgot about my baby.”
Jax sighed before leaning against the back of her bed. “I was going to try to convince you to go for another round before skiing, but I have a feeling you’re not going to be able to relax until we make sure Speck is okay. Even though I’msurehe’s fine and probably getting a ton of attention from my parents right now, I will sacrifice an orgasm to prove that to you.” She put her hand against her chest and cringed as if this was a huge sacrifice.
