Jax grabbed my hand and pulled me over to her bed, where we both sat down. “Watching you fall apart was the hottest thing I’ve ever witnessed. I want to do it over and over again.”
I wanted that too. God, did I want that. There was something I needed to do first though. I pressed on Jax’s chest and nodded toward the top of her bed. “Lay down.”
Jax nodded and scooted up the bed. “Yes, ma’am.”
Once Jax was situated with her head on her pillow and back flat against the bed, I situated myself between her legs and pushed them apart. There were so many things I wanted to doto Jax, things I hadn’t even imagined doing with anyone else, but first, Ineededto taste her. I bent down and ran my tongue through her folds, moaning when I found how wet she already was.
When Marcie and I were together, I wouldn’t say I actuallyenjoyedthe process of going down on her. I did it, because I knew she liked it, but it was mostly for her pleasure. Licking Jax was so much different. I wanted to make her feel good, of course, but I also wanted so much more than that. I wanted to know how it felt to suck her clit into my mouth. I wanted to feel her juices against my tongue and drink them all up. This was turning me on just as much as Ihopedit was turning her on.
If the sounds she was making were anything to go by, it definitely seemed to be working. I circled my tongue around her entrance, before bringing my mouth up to her clit and sucking it into my mouth just as I had been dying to do. My lips wrapping around her hard clit while Jax pushed my head tighter up against her, was even better than I expected.
As my mouth continued to work on her clit, I moved one finger inside of her.
Jax wiggled underneath me and let out the most guttural moan. “More,” she said breathlessly. “More fingers.”
I removed my mouth from her clit to smile up at her. “So demanding.”
Jax groaned again and threw her head back against her pillow. I added a second finger before quickly adding a third as well. Jax must have liked that, because she lifted her hips off of the bed to allow me better access.
I could tell she was getting closer to the edge, so I removed my fingers from inside her and let my thumb rub her clit while my mouth moved down to where my fingers had just been. I wanted to make Jax come in any way possible, but I reallyhoped I could do it with my tongue inside of her, so I could truly taste her orgasm.
I started by moving my tongue in and out of her slowly, but when Jax’s hips began to rock in time with my tongue, I picked up my pace. The faster I fucked her with my tongue, the harder Jax’s hips slammed against the bed and my face. I loved it. It was so raw and animalistic, and I never wanted it to stop.
Unfortunately, my tongue hit just the right spot, which caused Jax’s explosive orgasm to bring everything to a sudden stop. It didn’t matter though. Tasting the aftermath of her orgasm all over my lips and face was worth the amazing moment coming to an end.
“Fuck,” Jax said as her whole body thudded against the bed. We both seemed to be swearing a lot more than usual. After a few seconds, Jax sat up slightly and smiled at me. “Why did you lie to me?”
“Lie to you? What do you mean?” I had no idea what she thought I lied about. The only information I hadwithheldfrom her was that I wanted more than just sex.
“There’s no way you haven’t done that since you were with your ex.”
“Did I do okay?” I stared at the bed and pushed a piece of hair behind my ear. Now that we were no longer in the moment, I found myself getting very self-conscious again.
Jax laughed. “Carter, I know you’re not going to believe this because you’re you, but no one hasevereaten me out like that. I literally saw stars when I came.” She made a mind-blown motion over her head, and it made me giggle because it was such a Jax move.
“You’re right. I don’t believe that.” I moved so that I was now next to her and snuggled my naked body up against hers. I hummed contentedly. This was so much better than cuddlingwith clothes. “I believe you said something aboutworshippingme.”
I honestly didn’t know what the hell had come over me. With one touch, Jax had unlocked a part of me that wasn’t there before, and I was insatiable.
Jax chuckled. “You’re full of surprises, Carter Miller-Cooper.”
Jax didn’t seem to mind these surprises, because she rolled over so her body was on top of mine. Feeling every part of her over every part of me had me creeping toward the edge once again.
Jax stared down at me in the way someone would look at a work of art and ran her thumb over my lips. “You’re gorgeous.”
I couldn’t respond because her lips descended on mine a second later. We kissed slowly, both of us taking our time as we cherished this moment. I wondered if this was a one-time thing or something we were going to fall into and embrace now. I hoped it was the latter, but I wasn’t going to let myself worry about that now. I wanted to soak in every part of my time with Jax, especially if it ended up being theonlytime.
As we continued to kiss, Jax’s hand moved down my body and back in between my legs. Her fingers touched me so gently, it was like a feather to the skin. She moved her hand back up my stomach and pinched my nipple between her fingers once again, but this time, instead of being rough, it was more like she was massaging it.
She broke from the kiss and her mouth moved to my other nipple. I squirmed under the touch of her tongue and fingers. It was obvious Jax didn’t care if I came quickly, but I really didn’t want to. I wanted to hold on as long as possible. I wanted to memorize every touch and every kiss. I wanted it all forever.Stop. Don’t be crazy. Focus on now.
Sparks erupted behind my closed eyes when Jax bit down on my nipple, then swirled her tongue around it in soothing circles. It hit me at that moment that my arms were at my sides like a dead lay, not returning the favor in any way.
I quickly moved my hands onto Jax’s stomach and wondered why I hadn’t been touching those perfect muscles this whole time. I couldn’t stop myself from continuously scratching my nails up and down her tight stomach. I knew for her sake I should switch to her more sensitive areas, but I loved the way they contracted under my touch. And if Jax’s labored breathing was anything to go by, she didn’t seem to mind one bit. I moved my hands to her chest and squeezed both of her breasts.
“Ungh,” Jax grunted through gritted teeth.
I took this to mean she liked it, so I kept doing it. When I tweaked her nipples, she made the same sound, so I continued to do that as well.
