Brandi was willing to do what it took to make me happy, and that type of love wasn’t easy to come by, but at the same time, I wasn’t surprised. She pretty much didn’t have a choice but to accept it because one thing about Brandi, I had her right where I wanted her. She was not only sprung off my good loving, she needed me more than I needed her. I took very good care ofher ass, and she knew there wasn’t another nigga out there that could take care of her as good as I could. She was stuck with me since she was having my kid. I may have put her through hell on an emotional basis, but financially she didn’t have to want for anything, and neither would our child and she knew that.
When the whole miscarriage scare happened, at first, I understood why Brandi didn’t feel comfortable having sex. The risk of losing our child was way too high. However, after she got the procedure and her doctor gave her the clearance to have sex and she still refused it, I felt it was game on for me. It was just as selfish of her to deny me sex as it was for me to sleep with other women.
We talked for a little while longer, then she had to use the bathroom. I told her she could take the leftovers for when she got hungry later. I was surprised when she asked if I wanted to come inside. Although we were good, I knew she was still feeling some type of way. I told her that I had some business to take care of at the hotel and that I would call and check in on her later. I didn’t want to lie and say that I would come back to stay the night with her because I had plans to hit Tatiana up in hopes of us meeting up for an all-nighter.
Once she made it into the house safely, I pulled off headed toward my hotel. Just as I was about to hit up Tatiana, my phone started ringing. Seeing that it was Deja, I answered just in case something was up with Brandi. I figured if she was still upset once she got inside the house Deja would probably be one of the first people she would call to vent to. My guess was confirmed once I answered.
“You’re one bold ass motherfucker! I gotta hand it to you.” Deja spat before I could answer the phone good enough to say hello.
“What I do?” I asked, not able to tell if she was joking or serious. Deja had a big personality and liked to talk a lot of shit.She was very dramatic and loved to be extra about everything. Sometimes she played around a little too much, so this time it was hard to tell what she was on.
“Don’t play, nigga! I talked to Brandi and she told me about your lil’ young ass floozy. I didn’t know it was like that, playa! I thought this was a three-way love affair. About how many women you fuckin’ on and who is the floozy that stepped to you and my sister earlier?”
“You done?” I asked.
“I’m just askin’ ‘cause I didn’t know you had all of that going on.”
“I beg your pardon. You’re not my woman, stay in your place, Deja.”
“I’m not your woman, but I fuck you more than your woman fucks you! I feel I have every right to know who all you messin’ around with.”
“You jokin’, right?” I chuckled.
“Hell na! I’m hella serious, dummy!”
“Dummy? Watch ya mouth, muthafucka!” I chuckled out of frustration. “I’ma have to pump the brakes with yo ass. You doin’ too much! I don’t question you about your dude or any of the other niggas you lay up with. It ain’t your place to question me bout shit I got goin’ on. The fact that we fuckin’ and your sister chose you to call and vent to is becoming too much for you to juggle. You over steppin’ your boundaries on this one.”
“Oh, this lil’ young bitch you fuckin’ got you wide open!”
“Bye, Deja!”
“Wait, maybe it’s not a bad idea if we chill for a while. That shit that went down got my sister hot, and the last thing I need is for her to find out about us. Plus, you the one that’s gon’ be missin’ out on all of this good pussy. Remember, you hit me up to fuck more than the other way around.”
“You just make sure you remember because if my memory is correct, you’re the one that wanted the dick first. But I couldn’t agree with you more. I knew she was going to call you right when I dropped her off. Y’all conversation was quick as hell. I just left not that long ago.”
“We didn’t talk on the phone, she texted me. She sent me a text right after your floozy confronted y’all earlier. We’ve been texting all day. I started to come up there and beat the girl’s ass for my sister’s sake, but she told me it was fine. She really loves you to be cool with you sleeping with other chicks. I’m still in shock about that.”
“You makin’ it sound like I’m runnin’ around being a hoe. It’s not even like that, and you know it. I just wanted her to know that it wasn’t off the table that I could link up with another female because she’s holding out on sex. It’s a conversation that’s been long overdue between us. She made sure to mention it wouldn’t be cool if I were to hook up with someone she knows, so we really gon’ need to chill ‘cause I feel like right now she’s going to be on high alert knowing what I’m on. The last thing she needs is to find out about us.”
“Agreed. She’s better than me ‘cause ain’t no way in hell I would be okay with that shit. I also agree with Brandi on the whole checking your bitches! That shit ain’t cool at all.”
“It’s not, I agree. I plan to handle that.”
“Good, ‘cause I don’t appreciate my sister being disrespected like that.”
“Says the big sister that’s fucking the little sister’s baby daddy. Bye, Deja!”
“Fuck you, Reggie!” Deja smacked her lips then disconnected the call causing me to bust out in a fit of laughter.
That chick was a handful, but she did have a valid point. Tatiana shouldn’t have stepped to me and Brandi, and I planned to go over the do’s and don’ts with her as soon as we linkedup, hopefully later tonight. Pulling up to my hotel, I decided to call Tatiana to see if she was available to come through. My dick thumped at the sound of her voice when she answered the phone.
CHAPTER 5
@Brandi
Slippinginto my Skims Waffle tank and underwear set after drying off from the hot steamy shower I just had, I lit my favorite Bath and Body Works candle, White Lavender Eucalyptus to help set a relaxed vibe so that I could calm my nerves. My nerves were shot to shingles after what had gone down today. I wasn’t surprised by the fact that Reggie was messing around with other chicks. I wasn’t surprised that one of them confronted us today, but I was taken for a total loop with how he handled it. The whole time we were arguing, all I could think was I couldn’t get home fast enough to calm myself down. As soon as I locked my front door, I headed straight for my master bathroom, stripped out my clothes, then jumped in the shower to wash away all the stress from the day.
The only good thing about today was my follow up doctor’s appointment. Thankfully, all was going really good with me and our baby, which was soothing to hear. Having lost my last child before, I had feared from the moment I found out I was pregnant again that something would happen to this baby. So, every timeI got a good report from my doctor it was music to my ears. I just wished that Reggie and I were on the same page, especially now that we were about to become parents. If only I could get him to change his ways. I realized today that Reggie and I may never be on the same page and I was going to have to do my best with dealing with the cards that he dealt me if I wanted to be with him.
