She pulls against her restrained wrists and just as it seems she’s about to get loose, my shadow removes its grip on her hair and takes them both back into its hands.
“You already know!” she screams. “You already know!” As she repeats herself, louder this time, I shake my head.
“No, I don’t, little demon.”
Her head falls to the ground. Through her heavy breathing, she says, “Alaric and I…” My nose twitches. “We have to give Belial a... fuck, you already know!”
I’m positive my heart stops beating.
“Except it’s not what that Fallen wants either…” she continues. “Kai, I’m?—”
“And you agreed to it?” I ask, releasing my cock and leaning over her, my hand pressed into the dirt beside her face.
Fear radiates off of her, and when she nods, all I see is red.
Chapter 51
Xeraphine
I’m so fucked.
I don't know if I'm more afraid of my heart giving out at this point—or of it not. It’d be easier to die than to look at him.
Go ahead, leave.
My breath catches as a pressure pushes against my core.
“Xera—”
“Hurt me.” My lower stomach is on fire and I am going through every emotion that I can even think of. I’m horny, sad, angry, and most of all, so madly in love with him all I can think to do is beg him to hurt me, because there’s nofuckingway I’m begging for forgiveness.
I can’t, because what would him forgiving me do? Nothing but make me feel like more of a piece of shit.
“I deserve to hurt…” The grip on my wrists tightens, and I drop my temple to the ground. My hip digs uncomfortably into the dirt and small rocks, but it’s not the physical pain that hurts the most. “There was no other way, but I still deserve it. I told you all I would do is hurt yo?—”
I’m cut off by the painful reentry into my pussy, causing me to choke on a scream. He forces my leg he has against his chest down, and shifts me so I’m flat on my stomach. The shadow at my back releases me, and just as I begin to turn my head, it appears in front of me, grabbing my cheeks and shoving its cock into my mouth.
He doesn’t allow me the courtesy to take a breath, and at this angle I’m unable to take all of him down my throat. He grabs my hair and attempts to help but it’s no use.
I gag and grunt as he doesn’t relent, his ruthlessness everything I asked for and deserve. His hands spread my cheeks, causing me to whimper. The sound of him spitting and the feeling of liquid drawing down myasshole has me jerking away.
Still, he says nothing.
All silence but his groans.
Tears spill over my cheeks as my lower half lights on fire. My pussy clenches and I rock my hips as best I can. He’s driving so hard that each pass his balls slap against my clit, sending pleasure to shoot through me.
The second I’m feeling that knotting in my abdomen, that beautiful warmth around my hips, he pulls out of me, denying me once more of my orgasm.
The urge to bite down on his shadow’s appendage is so fucking strong that I nearly puke at the lack of fight my throat gives. I’m roughly torn up to my knees, tearing me away from the cock in my mouth.
I’m brought to all fours by the grip on my hair, my scalp burning from all the attention. That sensation completely goes away when I feel a sudden bite right into my ass. Kai’s fangs pierce deep and my natural instinct to jerk away kicks in.
It’s no use. Not only does he have me in a vice-like grip, but his shadow is keeping me from going anywhere. He hasn’t put the dick back in my mouth, and truthfully, I’m glad for it. Because the moment liquid pours down between the cheeks of my ass, pain shoots right through my spine.
He doesn’t take his time as his cock enters right into my tight hole, and withzerorestraint, he pushes himself until his balls slap against my pussy.
I’m pretty sure I go blind for a moment.