It catches him off guard, but it only takes him a second to catch up. Our teeth clash, and tongues tangle in a flurry of want and need.My hands go to his shoulders, needing him closer. His hands move into my hair, needing the same. I’m not even sure whose air I’m breathing, but I know I need more.
I grind myself against him, needing to feel him but unable to get the relief I seek. “Jake,” I moan as he begins to trail open mouth kisses down my jaw to my neck. I stretch, giving him more access to my flesh. “Jake,” I cry out again with breathless pants, hoping he will give me what I want.
He leans back, stopping his ministrations. I whimper in protest. “Where’s Lyra?”
I look down toward the back of the bus. “In the bunk,” I tell him. “I knew I wouldn’t sleep, so I wanted her close.”
He stands without losing his grip on me. Those few steps to the bedroom feel like an eternity when he steps through, laying me on the bed. He settles his weight on his forearms around my head. “You sure?” he asks. Unlike last time, my answer is a resounding yes.
He nods, stepping away from me. He turns to the door, flipping the lock, then moves back to the foot of the bed. “Clothes off, Cara,” he orders as he rubs himself over his jeans.
My thighs clench at the command, and my mouth waters at the outline of his erection through those skin-tight jeans. I sit up quickly, pulling my thin tank over my head, then slide my shorts over my hips until I’m completely bare before him.
“Goddamn, you’re so fucking beautiful, baby,” he tells me, his voice deep and husky with desire. “Now spread those legs so I can see that pretty pussy.”
I groan at his words, loving the dominating tone and dirty talk. Then I remember it was my sexual proclivities that led me to Stephan, and I find myself unable to follow his demands.
“No, Cara,” he snaps brusquely. “You’re here with me. This is about you and me. Don’t bring anyone else into it. Don’t bring any guilt or shame into it. If you can’t do that, we end it right now.”
I bite my lip as I try to force those unwanted thoughts and feelings away. He sees my struggle. He comes to lay beside me, turning me to face him. “I don’t want you to regret this tomorrow. I’m not going to give you another reason to run away from me.”
“I won’t regret it,” I breathe. “I won’t run away. Not because of this.”
His eyes shadow when I say the last. “Not because of anything, Cara. I already told you. I won’t say it again. Do you feel me?”
I take a deep breath and nod.
“I will make you love me, Cara,” he tells me with so much resolve it knocks the breath I just took out of me.He sits upand moves back to the foot of the bed. His eyes never leave mine. “You already would if you weren’t fighting it, but it’s okay. I’ve already told you I’ve got enough love for both of us.I’m going to make you believe you deserve it.” I watch as he removes his belt and unfastens his jeans, my tongue growing thick in my mouth as he does. “I’m going to prove to you that I can bewhat you need.” He pushes his jeansand underwear past his hips, revealing his beautiful, thick erection that reaches for the heavens.Moisture floods between my legs at the sight of him. “I’m gonna convince youthat you are already everything I want and need. You were five years agothat day in your brother’s apartment.You were four monthsagowhen you were crying in my arms in River City. You are right now,lying in front of me. Everything I never knew I wanted and have found harder and harder to live without.”
He is hovering over me again. His mouth only a hair’s breadth from mine.My chest heaves as I work to catch my breath. I’m suddenly very nervous. This isn’t going to be asimple one-night fuck with no emotions or attachments. It can’t be when he’s already poured so much emotion into it. My heart thumps erratically in my chestwhen he grips my thighs. He spreads them wide, pushing themtoward my ears. He licks his lips like he’s dying of thirst and just found the oasis.He’s still staring at the core of me when he says, “but right now, I’m going to ruin you. I’m going to wreck this pretty little pussy for anyone else. You’re mine, Cara. Even if you don’t know it yet.”
I’m not sure I’m breathing anymore. Every single thing he has said has ripped the oxygen from my lungs.The center of me has been set on fire. I’ve never burned like this. Iam an inferno of need and desire. He has demolished me, and I have no doubt I won’t return from this.
I’ve known for a while I would never get away from Jake unscathed,no matter how hard I tried. I have been falling harder and harder by the day. Avoiding him has helped nothing. And that terrifies me. I’m not sure I will be able to handle the inevitable heartbreak.
“You’ve got to be quiet,” he tells me as he runs a finger through my folds. “Not a sound,” he demands with stern eyes when a moan escapes me. I know I’m going to fall apart fast. I have no idea how I’m going to stay quiet.
With a slightly sadistic grin, he dives between my spread thighs. My hips buck when his tongue lashes between my lips in one long swipe.He throws an arm over my waist, holding me in place. “Hold still,” he growls.
He laps at my entrance teasingly, then slides it inside of me in a way I didn’t know was possible. His tongue swirls and thrusts, swiping at my inner walls, and with each measure, I viciously clench around him.
My head thrashes from side to side. I throw my arm over my mouth, biting to contain the screams that are beggingmeto escape.When he begins to suck on my throbbing bundle of nerves, my entire body spasms.
I’ve never experienced such intense sensations in my life. My body is screaming with the need for release. My mind is a ball of mush, unable to form a single coherent thought.
He slides hislong, nimble finger inside me slowly.He flicks his tongue over my nub, once, twice, three times while he strokesvery precisely inside of me.
The pleasure is too much. It’s too intense. It is bordering on pain. Delicious, erotic,pleasurable pain that has turned me into a ticking time bomb waiting for just the right moment to explode.
When his teeth clamp around that pulsating pearl,I erupt. I’m biting my arm so hard I know I’m breaking skin as the agonizing screams of ecstasy fill my lungs. My bodybrutally shudders. My pussy clenches so hard it hurts.
He doesn’t stop until he has drained meof everything. Not until the final vicious shake of my body. Not until I can’t move, speak, or think. Hell, I can’t even hear or see.
I barely register when he flips me over. The sounds of foil ripping seem miles away.When he enters me in one smooth thrust, my mouth falls open, but nothing comes out.
He grips my hips, pulling nearly all the way out, then snaps his hips forward.I gasp from the pain and relish in the pleasure. The sounds ofour bodies connecting echo through the silence.
My sex-drugged mind can only register the delicious sensation of being filled to the cusp.The wonderfulstretching of my most intimate flesh soon has me nearing the edge of thatcliff. I marvel at how close I am after that first powerful climax. I wonder if I can even survive another.
