I rest my head against his chest, his rapidly beating heart is thumping against my ear, knowing mine is matching pace.
“I will stand by your side and fight if you want me, or Iwill stand in the background and cheer you on from afar. Whatever you need to make this easier, sunshine. That might mean we have to take a step back from moving you two in for longer than we wanted. I won’t do anything to interfere with this battle, Fallon. I want you to have the best shot you can.”
“By my side?” I ask, knowing I’ll need to lean on him.
“By your side,” Jason confirms, his fingers digging into my hips as he pulls me closer to him.
I reach up onto my toes and crush my lips against his. I need to have this connection with him right now. Need to know that I have him, that he’s really not going to leave to do what he thinks is protecting me.
Jason’s hands skim down to my ass, squeezing my skin through my thin leggings. Heat races through my body at his urgent touch, and I rip at his shirt, desperate for his skin against mine. “Jase, please,” I cry, pulling away from his lips. He tugs my leggings down, his fingers rough against my soft flesh.
My underwear is still a barrier between us, and I’m so eager for him, skin on skin. His shirt ends up on the dirty garage floor, giving me access to his chest. I caress the soft hair on his skin. His heart hammers like a metronome underneath my palm. Jason kisses me again as his fingers grip at my hips, trailing around to the front of my mound, slipping underneath the fabric of my panties.
Jason bites my bottom lip, tugging softly as he finds my soaked pussy with his fingers. I groan into his mouth, jerking my hips to get closer to his touch. “Look at you,” Jason croons, one digit sliding inside me. “You’re soaked.”
He pumps his finger lazily in and out of me, giving me a tease of what I need and what’s to come. “Jason, please, I need you inside me. It’s been too long.” And it has. Eversince all this started with Brad, I’ve been so stressed. I’ve neglected the intimacy of our relationship, something I love so much and crave even more.
Jason removes his finger from my needy center, lifting it to my lips. “Taste,” he mutters. I open for him, closing my lips around his finger, tasting myself on him. I suck, flicking my tongue over the tip, doing exactly what I’d do if it were his cock in my mouth.
Abruptly, he pulls out, reaching down to yank my shirt up and off me. He reaches around my back, unhooking my bra, and I let it fall off my shoulders, my breasts now free. Nipples pebbling in the cool air, I shiver as I stand bare before him in only my soaking wet underwear.
Jason undoes his belt, sliding down his pants and briefs all at once. His dick is freed and he strokes it roughly. A drop of cum slides from the tip, and he takes it between his thumb and forefinger. Reaching down, I grip his wrist, the one stroking his cock, and bring his fingers back to my lips. I flick my tongue over the subtle wetness, enjoying the little taste of him that I get.
With my other hand, I wrap my fingers around his length, caressing and teasing him the way he did to me. Jason drops his head back, letting out a feral groan as I continue to work him, all while sucking his fingers. The sound is so fucking hot that another burst of heat swoops in my belly. “Turn around,” Jason commands, and I follow his direction immediately.
In front of me is a countertop that Jason has a few tools on, so I push them to the side, a few clattering to the floor. I rest my elbows on the wood, jutting my ass out and swaying. “Sunshine.” Jason steps up behind me, his hands rubbing over the skin of my ass, squeezing harshly. He pulls the fabric of my underwear down, and I kick them off, and I’mcompletely bare to him. To this incredible man who I fully believe when he says he will fight for me, for my daughter.
“Please,” I beg. “I need you, Jase.”
Jason’s palm rests at the base of my spine, and I turn back to glance at him. He’s staring down at my pussy, eyes completely enraptured. His fingers are gripped around his cock. The blunt tip of his cockhead presses against my opening, and I gasp as he slowly pushes in, taking his time. This is what we need. We started off frantic, but now, it’s intimate, like we’re taking our time, savoring the moments when it’s only us.
He fills me, inch by inch until I’m completely full of him, his pelvis flush against my ass. “Fuck, I’ve missed you,” Jason says, his voice rasping as he slowly slides back.
Instantly, I miss the fullness, but luckily he doesn’t make me wait long before he’s pushing back in, giving and taking as he finds a pace. Jase runs his hand up to the middle of my back before reaching around, cupping my breasts as they move in motion with his hips. I reach down to circle my clit, bringing me to a near immediate climax.
I clench around his shaft, loving how he groans, pinching my nipple. “That’s it, sunshine. Come on my cock like the good girl I know you are.”
“Oh god,” I cry, his words sending me into another spiral. The moment his release hits him, his body shudders against mine, and his warm cum fills me up, spilling out of me down my thighs as he thrusts a few more times.
Jason holds there until he starts to soften, and he pulls out of me, letting our combined release drip between us. I rise from my bent position, leaning against his chest, tilting my head back. He takes my lips in a kiss so soft that I melt. I adore how soft and sweet he can be with me, but also how hard and rough he can take me. Something niggles inside ofme, and I know what it is. I know I love this man. I need to find the right moment to say it. I don’t want it to be too soon, but yet, I’m still scared. Scared he might not say it back, though his actions prove otherwise every day.
“Stay here,” Jason says, giving me one more peck on the lips. He returns a few moments later with a wet cloth, and cleans between my thighs. Once I’m at least semi-clean, Jason wraps a blanket around my body. “Come on, let's get to bed.”
He leads me through the house where I clean up a little more in the bathroom, and he heads back to the garage to pick up our discarded clothing. I throw on a pair of underwear and one of his shirts before climbing into bed to wait for him. As much as I would love to sleep naked tonight, I know sleeping naked with two little girls who love to come in bed and wake us up in the mornings is not smart.
A few minutes later, Jason comes in wearing a fresh pair of boxer briefs. He slides into bed next to me and pulls me into his chest. “I’m sorry about reacting earlier. I panicked, thinking it was happening all over again,” I admit, realizing how much it sent me over the edge to think he was leaving. I lean my head against his skin, hearing his steady heartbeat.
“I know, sunshine. But I’m here, I’m not leaving. I will show you every day that I won’t leave you. I will never leave you the way he did.”
I nod into his chest, his warmth and his heartbeat soothing me.
“Thank you,” I say.
Jason tilts his head to mine, kissing my forehead. “Goodnight, my sunshine.”
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