I groaned and wrapped my arms around him.He nudged between my legs, and I wrapped my legs around his hips.Then he was pressing into me.I moaned and kept kissing him, suckling his tongue as his cock pressed inside me.
Noah broke our kiss and rested his forehead on mine as he panted.“Holy shit.This is—I can’t—I’ve never—” He blew out a breath.“Christ, this feels so amazing.I’ve never not used a condom before.You don’t even know…” He groaned.
I grinned and clenched around him.
“Holy fuck.You can’t, I won’t—” Noah moaned again, and then he was thrusting inside me.I could vaguely feel the metal press of his piercing, but I definitely felt his pubic piercing pressing against my clit every time he thrust deep.
I moaned and clutched at his shoulders.Even though I’d already come once, I was getting close again.Noah tucked a hand between us and feathered a finger against my clit.
The feeling of his huge cock pressing inside me and his finger against my clit—it was all too much.“Oh god.Oh Noah.I can’t, I don’t—”
I screamed as I went over again.
Waves of pleasure slammed through my body, and all I could do was arch into his still thrusting hips.My pussy clenched around him as my orgasm shuddered through my body.
“Holy shit.Fuck.I can’t—” Noah groaned deep in his chest as he followed me over.
He pressed his fists against the bed on either side of me and dropped his head.He looked so vulnerable and sweet in that moment.This big, strong man brought down by the power of tiny, little me.
I might’ve been grinning as I ran a soothing hand over his muscular back, softly caressing him.Noah jumped and shuddered as an aftershock rocked through his body.Then it was my turn to groan as it made him press deeper and caused an aftershock to rock through me.
“You ready?”Noah murmured.
I nodded, and he pulled free.Reclining on his side next to me, he took me into his arms with my back to his front and held me tight.
“Fuck, Rosebud.You don’t even know.”
“Thank you?”I huffed a laugh.
“You know what I mean.And I understand what an important step this is.Thank you for trusting me with your body.”
I pulled out of his arms slightly so I could roll onto my back and look up at him.Brushing his hair out of his eyes, I smiled at him.“You are an amazing man, Noah.There’s no one else I’d rather be like this with than you.”
He nodded jerkily then took a shuddering breath.
His emotions were so close to the surface.I combed my fingers through his hair as my heart ached for him.“You want to talk about it?”
He shrugged.“It’s still so fucked.I’ve worked and tried so hard to change, and my mom doesn’t care.My dad’s not there really.My sister won’t even answer when I call.I don’t have a family anymore.”
“You have the family you made with the guys.”I smiled tremulously at him.“And you have me.”
He gave me a sad little smile as his arms tightened around me again.“I feel like such an ass complaining about this with you.I mean, you grew up in foster care.Have you even…fuck, never mind.”
I swallowed hard.It wasn’t my favorite thing to talk about, but I needed to open up to Noah, show him why I understood what he was going through.“No, I haven’t.I was taken from my mom when I was four, I think, and I never really saw her again.At least, not that I remember.After that, it was foster family after foster family.I stayed in a few for a few years, but it wasn’t stable.”
“Shit, I’m sorry, Rosebud.I hate that that was your childhood.”
“But you can make your own family, Noah.You’ve done it with the Tin Gods.I’ve seen how you guys are together.Or were together.”
“Yeah.”He sighed and scrubbed his eyes.“It’s all kinda unraveled lately since they’ve all gotten married and are starting families.They don’t have time for me the way we used to.”
“Or is it you who has pulled back?”I raised my eyebrows at him.“You used to invite people over to hang out.What happened to that?”I’d heard about Noah’s epic parties, but I’d never gone myself.Wasn’t really my scene.
“Uh, you know I’m sober now, right?”Noah laughed unevenly.
“That doesn’t mean you can’t have fun with your friends.You guys could play pool, swim—hell, I bet you guys could rent out that laser tag arena at the Oasis and have a blast.”
“Har, har,” Noah snarked.
