Shit.
Right now my sex life was the world he was focusing on.
Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea.
“Okay, they want to be your Doms, right?” Austin leaned back and rested his head against the wall. When I nodded, he kept going. “And you want to ideally be able to give them complete control over all kinds of things. That means sometimes they’re going to suggest something that makes you nervous. It’s just what they do.”
“Yeah.”
“Then this is one of those things. Safeword or do it. But I’m saying go for it.” He shrugged. “Especially if you can try it without having to be in control and without having to make sure he has a good time.”
I swallowed hard. “What if I like it?”
Austin leaned over and gave me a hug. “Then you have a whole new type of sex to explore, and really, I know I’m not supposed to ask, but this has to mean that they’ve been doing it all along, so it’s not like he’s going to hate it even if you suck.”
Laughter burst out of me. “Austin!”
“What? You know I’m right.” Then he started fanning himself. “That’s just got to be one of the hottest things I’ve ever imagined. Not you…them together.”
“Hey, I’m hot.”
He snorted, patting my leg. “Of course you are, and I’m going to have fun seeing you naked at the club, but that’s not the point. Two alphas together, though…do you think they knot each other?”
My blush might have given that away because Austin pretended to faint.
“Shut up.” I smacked his arm. “And don’t forget you promised not to say anything.”
His head popped up off the stairs and he frowned. “That was just cruel to make me promise something like that before I realized what you were going to say.”
“Not my fault. The promise is still valid.”
He shrugged. “They seem chatty. Eventually, they’ll spill the beans once we’re all at the…you know…or when we’re all hanging out doing something boring.”
Very true. Graham was quiet, but Russ was a natural chatterbox. I was going to have to keep him away from Austin or Graham might have a heart attack.
“So you think I should do it?”
“Why didn’t you do it Monday?”
“Because Russ got it in his head that we needed to talk and go over limits and all kinds of things. Before I knew it, hours had passed and I had to head home.” I shrugged. “It’s a lot to think about.”
He nodded, but he smiled as he looked toward the curtained-off doorway that led to the shop. “But if it feels right then I say go for it. All of it. The relationship. The sex. Your feelings. If you know it’s right, don’t hold back.”
“So the great Austin Johnson has spoken and now everything is right with the world?” He started to laugh, but then we both jumped, nearly falling down the stairs, as Silas stepped out from behind the curtain.
“The great Austin Johnson needs to speak softer.” He crossed his arms over his chest and gave us both stern looks that had me wanting to squirm and apologize.
It just turned Austin on.
“I don’t know what you guys were talking about, but the alpha that just ran out of here was so red I thought he was going to have a stroke. Don’t scare off my customers.” He was trying to be stern, but as Austin threw himself off the stairs and into Silas’s arms, the grumpy man laughed. “Behave.”
“That’s no fun. And it’sourcustomers.” Then Austin grinned even wider. “Which alpha?”
Silas barked out another laugh. “You’ll never guess.”
Austin started wiggling against him and making low sexy noises that even in my exhausted state had my cock sitting up and taking notice. “I think I can find a way to get that information out of you.”
Silas seemed to agree but was too entertained to make him guess. “The cop.”
