"Fuck, Blakely. You're so damn sexy." He's on me in the next instant, covering my body with open-mouthed kisses, sucking on my skin, and leaving little love bites up my torso and on my breasts.
I jerk and twist beneath him, gasping for air and whimpering with each lingering touch and kiss. When he finally reaches my mouth, he slants his lips over mine and leads us in a slow, drugging kiss.
My legs automatically spread wider so he can settle between them. His long, thick cock glides against my pussy, collecting my juices and driving me crazy. He’s so close to where I need him that I nearly cry in frustration.
Cassian sits back slightly and gathers my wrists in one of his massive hands. He raises my hands over my head and pins them to the mattress before nuzzling into the side of my neck.
“Fuckin’ love seeing you stretched out for me,” he says into my skin, his voice low, gravelly, and desperate. He drags his lips down my neck and across my collarbone, nipping at the tops of my breasts, grinning wickedly when I jump and gasp. “Gonna fuck this sweet little pussy now, Blakely. Are you ready for me?”
I nod and tilt my hips, nudging the swollen head of his cock against my entrance. Cassian growls and reaches down between us to guide himself inside in one smooth stroke. Fire spreads through my veins, and heat pulses from my core, overwhelming my body.
I wiggle my hips, making sparks sizzle and burn across my skin. Cassian groans, leaning over me, one hand still holding my wrists above my head while the other trails up my side. He squeezes my breast, pinching my hardened, sensitive nipple before sucking it into his mouth.
My back bows off the bed, and he takes the opportunity to slip his hand between my back and the mattress, pushing mychest up so he can feast on me. He grinds his cock into me, filling me up before pulling back and slamming into me roughly.
My breasts jiggle with every thrust as he sets a relentless pace. I wrap my legs around him and dig my heels into his sculpted ass, crying out when he hits that spot inside me that pushes me right up to the edge.
My muscles tense as my pussy tightens around his thickness. He lifts his head from my chest and studies my face, no doubt sensing how close I am. My thighs shake, and a shiver runs up my spine, seizing my lungs and forcing out a scream as I come around his cock.
Rivulets of pleasure course through my body, making every nerve ending spark to life. Cassian fucks me through it, never letting up. He still has my wrists secured in his grasp despite all my writhing around and trying to twist away from the intense pressure and sharp ecstasy he’s creating deep inside me.
I swear I’m about to come again, but suddenly, Cassian isn’t on top of me anymore. I hardly have time to register his absence before his large hands grasp my hips firmly. Cassian flips me over effortlessly, then pulls my hips back so I’m on all fours.
“Fuck, yes,” he grunts, gripping my ass cheeks and spreading them wide.
Cassian thrusts into me, growling when he bottoms out. I let out a broken cry as I unravel for him, my orgasm ricocheting through my body but never leaving me completely. I’m so fucking sensitive, so raw as he pounds into me.
“I-I-I ca-ca-n’t…” I stutter out, unable to take a full breath.
“You can, baby. Trust me, you can. Feel this with me. Fucking feel it, Blakely.”
I whimper and, staying right here with him in the moment, struggling to hold myself up on shaky arms while my pussy knots around him over and over. Incoherent words and strangled, almost tormented sounds fall from my lips as Cassian tears meapart, fucks me so good, so hard, so damn rough. He’s branding me with each savage stroke, claiming all of me, body and soul.
Cassian slides his hand to my front, spreading his fingers over my stomach. He pulls me even closer as he ruts into me, his hand creating even more pressure.
My fingers curl into the sheets, fisting them as I try desperately to hold myself up. When he brushes the tips of his fingers over my clit, my knees wobble, and my arms give out. I faceplant into the pillow, my ass in the air, Cassian still pounding away. He pinches my clit, and I sob out yet another orgasm. My pleasure spikes as white-hot bliss fills my veins. When it fades, I'm limp. Boneless. Held up only by Cassian's punishing grip on my hips.
“Gonna come inside you, love. Gonna make you a mother,” he growls as he holds himself deep inside me.
His words make my pussy contract one last time, and that’s his breaking point.
Cassian lets out a feral roar as his cum fills me. He pulls back and enters me again as more of his release shoots out of him. There’s so much that I feel it dripping down my thighs, the tickling sensation making me moan and involuntarily tremble in his arms.
The last of his orgasm drains from him, and Cassian collapses on top of me. He's sweaty and panting for air as he rests his forehead between my shoulder blades. The way his hot breath tickles my skin, the weight of his body on top of mine, his sweat mixing with mine… I know. I love him and want to spend my life here by his side.
We must fall asleep at some point in the afterglow because when I wake up, it’s pitch black in the room, and I’m still naked. I’m unsure what startled me awake, but then I hear it—an anguished groan coming from the other side of the bed.
It takes me a second to orient myself in the darkness, but when I hear a strangled scream, I roll over to find Cassian, his face twisted in pain while sweat drips down his forehead.What is going on?
I panic, thinking he’s having a heart attack or dying. It’s not until Cassian shouts for everyone to take cover that I understand what’s happening. He’s having a nightmare about his time overseas. If I had to guess, he’s reliving his last mission.
“Cassian,” I whisper, hoping to wake him up gently. “Cassian, you’re having a bad dream.”
I reach out, grazing my fingers across his arm in an attempt to ground him. His skin is on fire, and I can only imagine the horrors he’s imagining in his mind. I wish I could take it all away, but I can’t. Just like he can’t undo what happened to me in the past. We’ll move forward together. Heal together. Grow stronger together.
Cassian flinches and jerks his elbow back, narrowly missing my chin. I move out of the way, climbing out of bed and racing around to his side.
"Hey," I try again, my voice louder this time. "Cassian. Come back to me." He gasps, choking on air as he fights his way through. "You're safe. You're here with me. Please, please wake up," I beg.
