She loved that her bathtub was one of the shower tub combos. The wall of the tub made the perfect canvas for her pictures.
She continued to draw and play with her toys until the water ran cold. Figuring it was time to finish washing up, Olivia washed her hair and rinsed off then braved the cold of getting out of the tub.
Since she decided to have a night in Littlespace, Olivia figured no harm would be done in fully slipping. Grabbing her pink footie pajamas with stars on them she slipped into that before braiding her hair back into two braids.
It was fun to braid her hair and sleep on it when it was wet because her hair would be curly the next few days until she washed it again.
She grabbed Nibbles from the bed and settled on the floor beside the bed pulling out her coloring books from beneath it.
Laying down with Nibbles, her paci, and the rest of her bottle, Olivia listened to The Little Einsteins and colored until she could barely keep her eyes open any longer.
Deciding to leave everything to clean up tomorrow, she slid beneath the covers and for the first time in months dreamed of someone else. A certain someone who looked an awful lot like Miles.
Knowingthat she didn’t have anywhere else to be today, Olivia decided to have a lazy morning and lay in bed for as long as she could ignore her bladder.
It was almost like a game to see how many minutes would pass before she desperately needed to go.
Her record so far was six minutes, but it was getting easier to ignore it for a little bit longer. She knew that if she ever had a Daddy of her own, he would never let her play this game.
Olivia was afraid to admit it, but her favorite books to read were the ones where the Little girl played in a very small headspace.
She knew she would never get the chance to do that herself, but she enjoyed reading about it.
Olivia had looked online and in the stores at different baby things that she longed to have, but never bought them for herself. It seemed like such a waste to do.
She had only allowed herself to have the handful of items she did have because she found them at consignment shops or on sale for very cheap.
It took awhile for her to save up for a little nest egg should anything go awry again, but once she felt like she had enough hidden away she just focused on putting her money towards things that she needed or might want.
Surprisingly, she made a decent amount of money at Ivory Mountain and she kept her bills and necessities low, so it was easy to have a little bit of shopping money.
Olivia was constantly watching the stores and online shops for a second hand Kindle. She reads on her phone, but becauseshe pays for the cheapest phone and plan it can be crappy at times.
Olivia used to own a Kindle, it was something David had bought for her after one of his bad episodes. She cherished that device and was heart broken that she had to leave it behind.
Now she was determined to own another one and pay for the subscription she needed to be able to borrow books for free. It seemed like such a silly goal to have, but for someone who was starting over it was a big deal. Or at least that’s what she told herself.
Pulling up the latest book on her phone, Olivia lost herself to the imaginary world where Littles existed and were loved and cherished by their Daddies. She didn’t even notice how much time had passed until a text came across her screen.
Miles: Hey, my Little Bunny. I was just checking in to see how you were doing.
Kicking her feet in bed, she snuggled down with Nibbles before typing out a reply.
Olivia: I’m okay this morning. Just being lazy and enjoying my day off.
Miles: Good to hear that, Little one. What have you been up to so far?
It was this moment that her bladder reminded her that she had yet to go potty. Springing up from the bed, Olivia dashed into the bathroom barely making it to the toilet before she had an accident.
It was these moments that she once again wished that she would be brave enough to try a pull-up or diaper.
Did she think that she would ever feel comfortable enough to use it? No, but if an accident did happen, she would be protected.
Then again, if she didn’t play the silly game, it probably wouldn’t be that big of a deal anyways.
Washing her hands and taking a second to brush her teeth, Olivia crawled back into bed pulling her phone to her realizing that she had a few missed text messages from a couple of people.
She decided to open the one from Rae first.
