“You deserve so much more.” I attempt to give her one last out. My resolve is fading quickly.
“I decide what I deserve. This is what I want, Lo. Friends with benefits.”
I know I can’t give her all the benefits she wants, but some small ones? Could I for her? Part of me is already warming up to the idea while the other part is using every curse word it knows to discourage me. I relent, my resolve officially gone.
“Minor benefits. I’m not taking your virginity, Mia. You should save it for someone worthy.”
Briefly, a pinch of pain crosses her expression, but she schools it quickly. “Okay. Fine. Friends with minor benefits.” She leans forward and gives me a chaste kiss. “Goodnight, Lo. Sweet dreams.”
“Goodnight,mio piccolo angelo.”
I will be dreaming of you.
I don’t add the last part out loud, but I know I will be. My hand will be getting plenty of action tonight.
Chapter Four
Mia
Lo and I are back at the club. He has me pressed against the same wall. This time, no clothing is in our way. Instead of rubbing against him through clothes, he is buried to the hilt inside of me. My nails claw down his back. I know they’ll leave marks, but I didn’t care. I want my mark on him. I need it on him.
He bites down into my neck, and the delicious feeling of the pain heightens my pleasure, taking me higher into bliss. Just as I’m about to come, he pulls out and roughly turns me around, wrapping a hand gently around my throat.
“I want you bent over, hands braced against the wall. This isn’t going to be gentle, mio piccolo angelo. This is going to be hard and rough. Can you handle it?”
“Yes, Lo. Please. Fuck me hard,” I cry out.
He lets go of my neck as I move into position. I’m sitting there waiting for him. Waiting for something. Next thing I know, a sting of pain hits my ass as a loud smack rings out. I grow wet at the sensation. I always knew I would love to be spanked. I always have to have a little pain with my pleasure.
“Spread your legs wider, Mia.”
I do as he asks; then he’s there at my entrance. He doesn’t hesitate. He slams into me, and my head hits the wall. It doesn’t stop him though. He grips my hips and uses my body for his pleasure. He rams into me so hard that my arms start to shake. I feel myself building again. I’m climbing higher. Higher.
I wake up feeling myself shaking. My hand is between my legs, and I feel my muscles contracting. I was dreaming, but my hands couldn’t help themselves. They gave me the sensations he was evoking in the dream. Like last night, this orgasm was much more than any I’ve given myself before. Knowing how he feels against me changed everything.
He claims he doesn’t want anything serious, but I’m going to change his mind. I got him to agree on friends with benefits. It can’t be too hard to trick him into falling in love with me.
I jump up and rush into the shower. After I’m dressed for the day, I go into the kitchen and find Izzy sitting at the counter eating cereal.
“So, what kind of dreams were you having? I made out some serious moans and a couple of ‘Oh, Los’ coming from your room. Or is he in there with you?”
I chuckle at her. “Sorry, just a wet dream. He really did a number on me last night at the club. Fuck, Izzy. I have never come that hard.”
“Eww. Mia, I love you dearly, but I don’t need to know about how you come, especially while I’m eating.”
I feel my cheeks turn red. “Sorry, Iz.”
She laughs. “It’s okay. I’m glad to see a smile on your face. Then again, at least one of us is getting some sort of action, even if it comes from him. So, what’s up with you two? By the mark on your neck, I would say things are going well.”
Gasping, I rush to the mirror in the hallway. I totally forgot that he bit me. I lift my hair up to examine the mark. The bruise isn’t too big, but it’s hot. As if Lo couldn’t help but mark me for all others to know that I’m his.
“I didn’t realize he left a mark,” I say as I join her back at the counter. “He doesn’t want anything serious. He said he would agree to being friends with minor benefits.”
She gives me a disapproving look. “You deserve better than that, Mia. What the fuck does that even mean? Minor benefits?”
“He said the same thing, Iz, but I want this. I want to show him I’m more than innocent little Mia. If I do that, then maybe he’ll change his mind. He said he won’t have sex with me because my virginity is something I need to save for the right person. We can do other stuff, but not sex.”
She looks at me hard and long. “Are you sure this is a good idea? I mean, I’m all for making him jealous, but entering into this no-strings-attached relationship when you’re already attached is a dangerous thing, Mia. He’s going to break your heart.”
