I should care, but I don’t. I feel his grip tighten on my hips and I know he will leave bruises. I don’t care about that either. All I care about is the building fire within me. I push back against Bash trying to help speed up the pace. He must get the hint because he pistons into me even faster before. A couple more thrusts later and I am falling over the edge. My whole body contracts as I bite down on my lip. It doesn’t help. I still end up screaming out in pleasure as I feel Bash jerk behind me.
I lay my head against the railing as I try to catch my breath. I taste blood in my mouth, but I can’t even think about that right now. Bash slips out and straightens my skirt before pulling me into his arms.
“You are perfect, Tesoro. So adventurous and naughty. Fuck that was the single most sexiest thing I have ever done in my entire life. “
I feel my heart warm at his words. That means he hasn’t done this before. Nice to know I can still be his first at something. Maybe this means I left my mark.
I sure hope so.
Sofia
Ever since he got shot, I have come and hung out with Matt every single day. He tried to get moved home, but I refused. He was shot because of me so I was going to take care of him. Thankfully, he didn’t fight me on it. The girls have been coming to visit every other day.
I don’t know how but Mia convinced Lorenzo to bring her Cards Against Humanity, but now us girls are surrounding Matt on the bed playing.
“Whoever came up with this game has a seriously sick mind.” Matt tells us wearing a frown.
I think he has been nervous about playing for real. He still doesn’t know us all that well and I have a feeling he still has a healthy fear of Bash.
“Come on Matteo, where’s your sense of humor. I mean we could bore you with gossip about the guys again if you want.” Izzy tells him with a shrug of her shoulders.
Matt visibly shivers.
“Let’s say we did and not.” He tells her while setting down his card in the pile.
“Since were being held captive, why don’t we tell each other what’s the one thing we all miss outside world.” Mia recommends.
I wouldn’t say we were being held captive. It was more like we weren’t allowed to do much. The girls haven’t even been allowed to go back to work. They are allowed to go to their house and here, no where else really. Even after that meeting, the guards told them no most of the time. Not a lot of places were safe and easy to secure. We were learning that the hard way.
Although Bash did take us to his club a couple nights ago. That is progress, I suppose. My body heats as I think back to that night. That man was made to drive me crazy.
“I’ll go first, I miss my books. I know it sounds silly, but I miss just zoning out after a long day and getting lost in a story.”
Another thing they have done, they took away all the girls cell phones. While Mia has some physical books, they are nothing compared to that girl’s kindle library.
“You have the look of a reader about you.” Matt teases.
“I’m sure we can find you a book somewhere around here.” I tease her.
“You know what I mean, Sof. Sometimes I just want to read something new. It gets boring reading the same stories over and over with no new ones to compete with them.”
I didn’t really know what she meant, but I gave her a small smile. I would have to see if she would be allowed to use her kindle.
“I miss running.” Izzy says out of nowhere.
“Running really?” I raise my brow.
“Don’t judge, it’s the only form of a release I get now days.” She mumbles.
The look in her eye says that the running is an escape for her. What she is trying to escape? I may never know.
“I miss my family.” Matt throws out randomly trying to stop us from teasing her.
“It’s just your Mama and sister’s, right?” Mia asks.
“Yeah, I have three sisters. Everything I do I do for them.”
“So, that explains why you’re so good with us.” Izzy teases.