Violet: Can you please come over?
Setting the phone on the bed, I thrust my fingers into my hair, as I feel like I might be sick.What have I done?I was so wrapped up in Finn’s attention, both last night and this morning, that Violet never crossed my mind.
Not even fucking once.
What does that say about me?
Fuck, fuck, fuck!
I just helped my sister’s boyfriend cheat on her. Twice! Oh, fuck. I’m a terrible person.
Sure, I don’t think he’s really that into her, but that doesn’t matter. She’s into him! A lot! And now she wants me to come over while the taste of his cum is still in my mouth.
I can’t do that.
I can’t face my sister.
Another buzz has my gaze flying to the phone.
Violet: Please? I really could use some twin time today.
I can’t believe I hooked up with her boyfriend.
What the fuck am I going to do?
Chapter 22
Ash
“Thank god, you’re here,” Violet huffs as she grabs me by the forearm and pulls me into the house, slamming the door shut behind me.
“Are you okay?” I ask, turning to face her when we get farther into the living room. My brows pinch as I take in the sight of her. Her hair looks like a rat’s nest and her under eyes are black, like she didn’t take her makeup off before bed. “You look like shit.”
My sister scoffs, and I realize now how rude that sounded.
“Sorry, that’s not what I meant.”
“Do you want anything to drink?” she asks, ignoring the question as she pads barefoot across the floor toward the kitchen.
“Sure, I’ll take some water.”
I drop down onto the couch, and a minute later, Violet returns with two bottles of water. Handing me one, she sits on the loveseat, tucking her legs under herself.
“Finn dumped me,” she blurts out, causing me to choke on the gulp of water I just took. Water spills out of my mouth and runs down my chin.
“What?” I croak in between coughing. “He did?”
“He didn’t tell you?”
No, he sure did not.“No. I was already in bed by the time he came home.” Not a lie. “Did he say why?”
My heart thrashes in my chest. He wouldn’t tell her about me, would he? Surely not. Not that there was really much to tell before last night anyway. I mean, yeah…we masturbated in the same room, sure, but we didn’t cross any physical lines until after he apparently broke it off with her.
Cheating isn’t only physical, dipshit,I think to myself as guilt makes it hard to breathe.
“He just said he’s not in a place for a relationship right now.” Violet sniffles as her eyes well up. God, I’m a piece of shit. “Then he had the nerve to say we weren’t that serious,” she scoffs. “Can you fucking believe that, Ash?”
Well, yes. “I’m sorry, Vi.”
