"I would love to wake up the beast." She continued, her hands traveling to my belt buckle.
"Hol' hol'." I told her, moving her hands out of the way and grabbing my gun, shifting it the opposite side.
"Do you want me to?" She went on to ask and I shrugged my shoulders.
"You know what..." I trailed off, thinking about Tiana.
"Gon' head shawty. Enjoy." I continued smoking my blunt as she smiled big, slowly unbuckling my pants.
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17.
Dominic
3:23pm
"Hol' on, shawty." I bit my lip, digging in my pocket to grab a condom.
"What do you need that for?" She raised her eyebrows as I ripped it opened with my teeth.
"Gotta stay strapped up, ma." I told her, rolling the condom on, making her smile at me.
"You want me to suck it while the condom is on?"
"Yeah. What's wrong with that?" I leaned more into the chair.
"I mean nothing. It just weird for me, I've never done anything like this before."
"Why are you just randomly carrying around condoms anyway?" She giggled as she began to stroke me.
"I just told you.." I trailed off, groaning.
"Na' go ahead and do whatchu gon' do, shawty." I pressed, putting the blunt to my lips as she finally shut up, sliding me into her mouth.
"Damn." I put the blunt between my lips, using my other hand to grab her hair.
As she did this, I couldn't help but to reminisce and think about T. Shit like this did nothing for me if it wasn't her but I knew that shit was over. It'd been a whole month without her and it was time. I had to move on.
I was tired of being fucked up in the head, worrying about if she was good or not, wondering if it was me who should've did something different to make her not cheat but all that shit was dead now. A nigga was just fine with life like this. I had to move on eventually and this was the first step.
"Mm." She moaned as she went to work while I blew smoke from my mouth, enjoying the shit.
"Mm, fuck."
"No, come on." She sat up, still stroking me.
"I want you to fuck me." She begged.
"It's so big."
"I need it inside of me." She went on begging and as she did, here I was still thinking about T.
"Na', you trippin' now. I don't know about all that."
"Come on." She whined, stepping out of her pants and I couldn't help but to laugh. This bitch was so willing. Crazy part is, I didn't even know the girl. She didn't even know me but she wanted me to fuck on her.
"I promise I'll make it worth it."
