“Fuck,” I hiss against her, pulling out and then snapping forward quickly. “You feel so fucking good. I really love fucking you, pretty girl.” I snap my head up and look into her wide eyes,then down at where I’m buried so deep inside her.I reallydon’t want to leave the hot, wet feel of her. I stroke in and out, slowly, melting and feeling like every sane piece of me crumbles.
“Pill…are you on?—”
“Yes.” Her clipped words make her sound like she might be losing herself in this as much as I am.
“Are you sure? I can go and get a condom?” Her nails dig into my ass as she shakes her head.
“Don’t you fucking dare, Caleb.” She rotates her hips in a way that has my eyes rolling to the back of my head. “Make me come, while I scream your name. I missed you, and I want to feel you.” I need no further encouragement. I fall forward, snapping my hips hard and reveling in the moans leaving her throat as I slide in and out of her. My lips find the sensitive spot under her ear and suck as I drive into her, over and over.
“God, you feel so good, Rosie. So fucking wet.” I sit back on my knees, my arms wrapping around her waist and pulling her with me. Seated on my cock, I slowly thrust up as she sinks down, the softness of her skin pressed to every inch of mine as I devour her, drowning in her soft moans and needy sighs as I dance my tongue with hers. “I can feel how close you are already, pretty girl. I want to watch you come. I missed it. I missed you.” I kiss her again and guide her hips up and down, feeling her choppy breaths, and when she throws her head back, I reach a hand to her chin, gripping it and forcing her attention on me. “Eyes on me when you come on my cock. I want to see you while you fuck me, pretty girl.” I give her a playful spank on her ass and reach my free hand to where we’re joined, stilling my hips and letting her fuck herself on my cock while I rub firm circles against her clit.
“That’s it.” I lick a line up her neck and blow cold air against it.
“Fuck,fuck, fuck,”she hisses with each thrust of her hips, her eyes growing wider.
“Yes, come for me, Rosebud. Come all over my cock, show me how much you love me.”
“Caleb!”
Clenching my teeth is all I can do to stop myself from thrusting up with force as she hits her peak and tumbles over the edge, her legs spasming as her pussy squeezes and releases against me.
“Goddamn,I love the feel of you coming on my cock.”
She lets out a guttural groan as I continue to stroke her clit through her release, and when her movements start to slow, I find her hips, letting her back fall to the bed but keeping her lap in mine as I sit up on my knees. I hold her up and rut into her like an animal starved.
“Thank you.” I manage to breathe the words between each slapping sound of my skin against hers, leaning forward and dragging my teeth over a nipple. Her moan is like gravel as she spears her fingers through my hair.
“F-for w-what?” she pants.
“Loving me. Thank you, for loving me. For letting me love you.”
“Oh,Caleb.” She whimpers my name and it makes me crazed. A few harsh snaps of my hips and I come with an explosion, stars dancing in the corners of my eyes. I feel her legs squeeze my hips as she groans, her eyes closed and coming right along with me.
I hold her tightly to me, falling to the side, not yet ready to remove myself from her. She seems all too happy to let me as she collapses against my side, panting and sighing with contentment. Her hands trail a lazy pattern against my chest as her breaths start to even out and I let my fingers trace the smooth expanse of her back.
“I’m sorry I walked away?—”
“No. I’m sorry I didn’t come to my senses,” she interrupts me, and I tuck her further under my chin. “This…I’ve never felt this, never done this before, Caleb. I feel a little out of my depth.”
“Me, too, pretty girl. But I’d rather we found our way together than be lost forever without you by my side.” She hums gently, and when I feel her body relax against mine, I assume she’s asleep. I don’t let her go, though. I feel my eyes start to flutter closed as I hold the rest of my future tucked between my arms.
Morning comes far too quickly, and both of us are more exhausted than we ought to be. Though that might have more to do with the number of times we fucked. I don’t know if you’d call it sleeping, more like induced napping from overexertion. After that first time, we were inseparable. I had her come apart a number of times, on my tongue, my hands, my cock. I was completely insatiable for her. Like my body and my heart knew what it was like to be without her, and both refused to live through it again.
But now she’s sated, naked, and pressed against my side, her soft breath against my chest as I play with her curls, and of course, like everything that comes with the sun rising, so do all the unanswered questions. And while the last thing I want to do is break this blissful spell we’ve been in, I can’t help but continue to flick over everything in my head.
“Rosie,” I whisper. I feel the shift of her body as she groans, a soft smile hitting my face at her annoyed tone. I press a kiss to the top of her head. “We should talk.”
“How about we get some breakfast.” She pats a hand on my chest, her body slowly inching from mine, and I can feel the tension coming off her in waves. I knew I shouldn’t have broken our spell. But it was important…that we finally got back on the same page.
“Rosie…” I grab her hand and use a knuckle under her chin to lift her eyes to mine. I try to keep my eyes soft. I don’t want to beg her to open up…I just want to know, I just need her to promise that there are no more secrets. She blows out a big breath and I watch her shoulders drop.
“How’d Mickey take it? When you left him?” I don’t miss the intake of her breath and how very still she goes. Something sour drops in my stomach. I move to sit up and she does the same, grabbing a T-shirt and slipping it over her beautiful body. “You…did end it with him, right?” Her mouth pops open a little, her eyes blinking. I stand, dragging on a pair of boxers, and it feels like all the air lodges in my throat.Again?
“Caleb, hang on, don’t rush off, give me a second.” She clambers across the bed, and her hands land on my chest.
“Rosie,” I plead. I need her to hurry up and tell me before I lose my goddamn mind.
“Caleb, I choose you. I want you. I pickyou.None of that has changed.” I try to calm my racing heart, but it’s useless. Instead, I focus on the warmth in her eyes and the feel of her hands on my skin. “I was more worried about getting to you. About finding you, telling you I loved you. Fixingus,than I was blowing up my dad’s deal. But I will. I’m going to tell them everything. I’m not marrying him, Caleb. Not for all the money and security in the world. He can have it all, I just want you.” I let my chin hit my chest, awfully relieved to hear it, and I let my hands find her waist as my eyes find hers.
