“Because our first one was so spectacular?” I teased, twisting a wire around a random stone.
He nipped my neck, making me laugh. “This time we could actually swim or…”
“Yes?”
“You can fuck me.”
“What?” I asked, turning around and abandoning my project.
“I’ve been thinking.”
“A bad sign.”
Serlotminden hauled me onto his lap, making me straddle his muscular thighs, then bit my nose. “Silence, you.”
I chuckled.
“I do not require as much preparation as you.”
“Because you’ve had anal sex before.”
“I have, but no. Drakcol do not need as much stretching as humans, at least according to Kalvoxrencol. I’ve never been with another human beside you.”
“We don’t have lube.” That had been his whole argument with me. Though we did have soap. It would work fine. But I didn’t see the need to go to the river. We could fuck right here.
“The water might be enough.”
I frowned. So he still hadn’t thought about the soap, and he planned for me to fuck him dry. Yeah, that was a no. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t. I need you inside me. I do not normally… What is the word?”
“Bottom?” I offered.
“Perhaps. I am usually the one who fucks.”
“You top.”
Serlotminden replied, “If that is the term. It seems Seth and Caleb were bad in my language classes.”
“They didn’t teach you proper sex terminology? How shocking.”
He nipped my nose, probably understanding my teasing tone more than my words. “I want to try.”
“We can wait.”
“I don’t want to. You cannot take me, but I can take you.”
My lips pursed. Serlotminden had a bad habit of not thinking things through. I was worried if we tried and it hurt, he wouldn’t tell me. Also, I didn’t like the idea of being exposed in the river when there were unfriendly aliens around. In the shuttle, the door was closed and locked. It would be hard for someone to come in, and we’d hear them.
Not to mention, part of me had hoped our first time with penetrative sex would be a tad more… private? Romantic? I wasn’t sure exactly what word I was searching for to name the emotion coursing through me, but I wanted Mindy and me to have an unforgettable experience.
“Please,” he said. “I want to. I really want to. I need this, Flower. I need to feel connected to you.”
Fuck. There was no way to say no when he was being this romantic. Still… “Why, Mindy? Why do you need it? We’re already fucking.”
“It feels more intimate to me. I want to be the same person.” His brow furrowed and his tail thrashed as he fell silent. After a few moments, he said, “I want to feel your soul beat with mine. I need it.”
Fisting his hair to pull him even closer to me, I said, our lips brushing, “You want to be one with me.”
