Page 14 of Scarred Mountain Man
There was something freeing about letting myself go out here. Just opening up to Ryder and showing him a side of me nobody had ever seen. It was a side of me even I’d never seen.
“I’m going to come,” I whispered.
And as my mind processed the fact that I’d said the C-word out loud, I let out a series of sighs. My walls clenched his rigid shaft, squeezing him as I gripped his shoulders even tighter, riding my orgasm all the way to the end.
Only as my body gradually returned to normal did I feel the pain once again. And it hit me. I was no longer a virgin. I was now a woman. Ryder’s woman. And the thought made me happier than I’d ever been.
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RYDER
“That was amazing,” Summer said, looking down at me with a big smile.
I nodded. It was just about all I could manage right now. Even though I wasn’t very deep inside her, she felt so damn good. It was becoming increasingly tough to hold back, but if I dropped all restraint, I was pretty sure I could come without even moving.
I wanted to at least enjoy this for a few more minutes before it came to an end. I moved my right hand back to her hip and slid both hands to her waist. When I looked up at her, she seemed to get exactly what I wanted to do next.
She lowered her mouth, and her lips met mine in a much sweeter, slower kiss, but it quickly turned passionate. At the same time, she began moving on me. Lasting longer than a few minutes was going to be hard, especially with that wet, tight pussy wrapped around my cock.
Had sex ever felt this good? Absolutely not. Nothing had ever been this incredible. And it had very little to do with her being a virgin. In fact, I had a feeling this would be even better once it was comfortable for her too.
She began moving faster. Finally, I couldn’t focus on the kiss anymore. I had to catch my breath. I pulled away and moved my hands to her breasts, sliding my thumbs over each nipple as I stared at them.
I couldn’t believe this woman was mine. It seemed too good to be true. Itwastoo good to be true.
But I couldn’t think about that now. I had to focus on making love to her. We’d work through any challenges after that.
My orgasm slammed into me without warning as I lifted my gaze to her face. Her eyes were closed as she moved on me, her breasts jiggling with each movement. She was just so damn beautiful, I couldn’t stop looking at her.
Something hit me far too late as I shot my seed into her. We hadn’t used protection. She could get pregnant.
I squeezed my eyes closed and tried to shut out that thought and enjoy every second of the most incredible orgasm of my life. But all too soon, the sensations subsided. She slowed to a stop and wrapped her arms around me, pressing her cheek against my shoulder.
Oh, fuck. I was definitely going to have to conquer my demons for this woman.
Suddenly, she sat up and looked down at me. “Is something wrong?”
“We didn’t use protection,” I said.
Her mouth opened, and her eyes widened. It hadn’t occurred to her either. We’d both gotten so caught up in the moment, we’d taken this risk. It was possible—even if remotely—that in nine months, we’d be parents.
“Fuck,” I said. “I’m sorry. I should have been more careful. I didn’t even have a condom with me. It didn’t occur to me.”
When would it have occurred to me? We’d literally met just over twelve hours ago. I didn’t carry a condom around in my wallet. I hadn’t done that since my twenties.
“It’s okay,” she said.
I waited for her to add that she was on the pill. At that point, I’d breathe a big sigh of relief. But she didn’t say that. She didn’t say anything. She just looked down at me, her eyes slightly narrowed, as if she were trying to figure me out.Iwas trying to figure me out, so I couldn’t blame her.
“You don’t want kids,” she said. “Oh God.”
She climbed off me and sat on the rock next to me, wiggling into her underwear. Then she reached for her bra and began putting it on.
What was she going to do, run away? No, we had to discuss this.
“It’s not that I don’t want them,” I said.
Summer’s reaction told me this was huge. This was a dealbreaker. No matter what was going on between us, this woman couldn’t live a life without children. She worked at a daycare, for fuck’s sake.
