Page 67 of The Lies That Shatter
“Erm…maybe just your finger to start?” My voice is barely above a whisper, and I phrase it as a question, hating my obvious insecurity.
“Don’t worry, Mac. We will take it slow. I’m only gonna use my finger today. We can build up, I promise. It won’t be long until you can take my whole cock in your ass, and you’ll love it,” he says, and his natural air of confidence reassures me. As always, his dirty words have the desired effect.
“Okay,” I reply, nodding my head as I give him consent to continue.
He doesn’t hesitate. I’m overcome with sensations as he gently pushes two fingers into my pussy, while his tongue flicks over my clit, and using the hand that was gripping my hip, he lightly presses a fingertip into my ass.
I’m so overwhelmed by the sensations prickling along every nerve fibre throughout my body. Everything seems to be happening all at once, and I don’t have time to worry about his finger probing my ass—which means he manages to slip in with relative ease.
He presses in a little at a time, moving even slower than usual, allowing me to get used to having something in my ass. The stinging burn is more intense than I’m used to, and I’mnot quite sure if I’m enjoying it, but I give myself a moment to adjust.
Finn seems to realise what I’m doing, and he puts a little more pressure on my clit with his tongue, giving me the distraction I need to allow him to push his finger in completely. I gasp loudly when he goes all the way, and he stills for a moment, allowing me to justfeel.
His fingers freeze in my pussy, and he removes his tongue from my clit, letting me adjust to the situation. Once the stinging and full feeling in my ass passes, it actually begins to feel quite nice…in a weird way.
Slowly I tilt my pelvis, moving both the finger in my ass and the ones in my pussy, and it feels fucking intense. I’m so full, and my entire body feels like it’s on fire.
“Ohh, more,” I mutter, unable to form a coherent sentence. Still, I think my intentions are clear, so I’m shocked when Finn pulls his fingers from my pussy. “Nooooo,” I cry, sounding far more desperate than I would’ve liked. I’ve been so close to the edge too many times now… I need release.
Finn chuckles, and it’s a good job I can’t see the cocky smirk on his face or I might hit him. “Relax, sweetheart. I want to feel how full you are with my cock.”
My eyes widen at his words, and I’m practically drooling. I nod my head rapidly, with far less dignity than I’d like, but I really don’t care. He’s denied me my orgasm around five times now, and I’m not ashamed to say I’m fucking desperate.
With his finger still in my ass, the tip of his cock nudges through my folds. Once his head is in position, he pushes into me in one thrust. I yell loudly at the unexpected intrusion, as his full length presses in quicker than we’ve ever done before.
The force of his thrust pushes me hard against the door, and my pussy stings from the swift intrusion. As he hits that spot deep inside, I see stars.
“Fuck!” I yell, unable to find any other words to correctly describe how intense this feels.
Finn’s always been so slow and gentle before, taking his time with me, easing himself in until he’s sure I can accommodate his length—treating me like I’m delicate. Whereas this couldn’t be more different.
It’s hard, rough, and intense, but it’s exactly what I need. If I’m being honest, I fucking love it. I’ve always wanted to see him lose control, to show me what he really likes. My virginity and lack of experience has held him back, but now he’s showing me all of himself, and I’m on fire.
“You like that?” he asks in a grunt as he pulls his cock back before slamming in again.
My cries of pleasure rip from me in between whimpering for more. “Fuck, yes. I need… I like it rough. I want you to show me what it’s like toreallyfuck. No holding back. I want you to treat me like the dirty little slut I am, just for you.”
I don’t know where the dirty words come from, but the animalistic passion that we’re drawing from each other seems to pull it from me. With each new experience, Finn makes me a more confident person. I want to show him, despite my limited sexual experience, that I can learn and experiment. I want to explore all the fantasies we both have. I want to tap into my inner slut, and bring it out, only for him. He makes me feel sexy and sultry, and that’s the side of me that I want him to see.
I didn’t think it was possible, but I’m sure his cock gets harder at my words, as Finn grips tighter on to my hip. His finger in my ass moves without reservation. He may have started off slow and gentle, but now I’m accustomed to him, the thrust of his finger matches the movements of his hips in the most delicious way.
It’s not long until my body is throbbing again, muscles coiling as I feel my climax growing nearer. I bite my lip to hold off as long as I can, wanting to drag it out as much as possible, whilstalso hoping like hell that Finn isn’t going to deny me again. If he edges me once more, I’m not sure I could take it.
“I’m going to… Please, can I…come?”
My words tumble out between gasps for air and cries of pleasure. I couldn’t keep quiet even if I wanted to, so I let the noises flow from me freely, showing Finn exactly what he does to me, and his matching grunts and moans are like music to my ears.
With each noise he makes, I feel so fucking powerful, knowing I’m the one responsible for making this beautiful man lose control. I didn’t realise watching him fall apart for me would make me feel so fucking amazing and strong.
“Hold out, Mac. You can’t come yet,” he says through gritted teeth, and I groan loudly in response.
“Noooo. I can’t.” I sound much more whiny than I intended, but the sensations are too much.
His cock is hitting that spot deep inside that makes me see stars. My legs are trembling from the adrenaline shooting through my veins, and I feel so fucking full. I don’t want to wait—I can’t.
“Such a good girl, Mac. You’re my dirty little slut, remember? That means you can’t come until I tell you to. You can’t come until I’m ready. I want to feel your tight cunt clenching around my dick, milking me dry. So hold on, just a little longer,” Finn says through gritted teeth, his dirty words having the wrong effect on me. If he wants me to hold off my orgasm, speaking to me in that sexy voice, filling my ears with dirty words, is the wrong way to go about it.
Now I know that I can only come if Finn does too, I have to get him there quicker. So, each time he thrusts into me, I tilt my hips and rock against him, changing the angle enough that Finn shouts expletives into the air. I can’t hide the smile on my face as his movements become more frantic and uncoordinated.
