I glance down at my semi-erect cock. Just thinking about last night is getting me aroused all over again. I look back at the bed one last time, still reminiscing about the sweet love we made.
Smiling, I walk into the bathroom and turn on the shower. The room fills with steam as I step into the water and lather my body with soap. As the water washes away the suds, Nikki is all I can think about. She’s all I ever think about; I can’t get her off my mind. Everything reminds me of her.
I wish I could tell the rest of the world how crazy I am about her, but she still wants to keep things between us private. I get why, but I’m ready to shout from the rooftops that I’m in love with Nikki Minx. I don’t care what the tabloids will say about a wild rock and roll star dating a sweet pop princess; our love is genuine and shouldn’t be kept a secret.
Hopefully, I won’t have to hide my love for her much longer. It’s only a matter of time before the press catches wind of our love affair. If Rocky can tell there is something going on between us, I’m sure everyone else on the tour sees it, too. Eventually, someone will let a detail of our relationship slip, and the news will spread like wildfire. For some strange reason, people are obsessed with celebrity gossip, and I’m sure the world wants to know who Nikki Minx is dating.
I massage shampoo into my hair, then rinse it out. After turning the water off, I grab a towel hanging on the wall next to the shower and wrap it around my waist before stepping out of the shower. I walk over to the mirror, and after wiping the fog off, I stare at my reflection. Something about me looks different. I still have the same blue eyes and dark hair, but something about me has changed. I look happy now.
I seem to always be wearing a smile these days, and it’s all because of her. The pop diva has changed my life for the better. I love waking up beside her, and I want to fall asleep with her in my arms every night.
I hope this isn’t just a fling to her because I want to spend forever with her. If someone had asked me years ago when I was in the peak of my career if I would ever get married, I would’ve laughed in their face. I was a confirmed bachelor. But Nikki makes me want to settle down. I want more than just a bunch of random women in my bed every night; I want her in my bed every night.
I see my future in her eyes, and it’s brighter than I could have ever imagined. Maybe I’m crazy to feel this way about her this soon, but I can’t help it. Her smile brightens my day, and her voice makes my heart melt into a puddle.
Sitting down, I try to figure out how to tell Nikki that I want to continue our relationship even after the tour is over. We haven’t discussed the future yet, and I’m not sure how I should bring it up. I need her to know how serious I am about her, but I don’t want to scare her away. After all, she is young. She might be mature for her age, but I’m not sure whether she’s ready to settle down.
She still has a lot of her life to live, places to go and things to see. I’m older, and I’ve experienced a lot already, but she’s still growing. I would hate to rob her of her youth, but I can’t go back to the way my life was before I met her.
And she hasn’t said it yet, but I think she’s loves me too. I just don’t know if her love for me is strong enough to stand the test of time.
She might love me now, but will she still love me years from now when she fully matures into a woman? What if she doesn’t see a future with me or doesn’t want to continue our relationship after the tour? She’s a young woman with a lot on her plate and a promising future. She might not want to be tied down just yet. But I’ve lived my life, and I’m ready for that next step.
I need to know for sure how she feels and if she sees herself with me in the long run. Hopefully, she does, but if she doesn’t, it’s better to find out now rather than later.
Somehow, I’ll bring the fate of our relationship up the next time we’re alone together. I’ll look her in her eyes and ask her how she feels about me. I think I already know the answer, but it’s better to lay everything out on the table. Then I’ll find the words to tell her how much I love her and that I want to be with her for the rest of my life.