“Hudsonn.” She moaned my name at the same time her hands found my head.
As soon as I located her spot, I zeroed in on it, making sure she felt me. Then right before she could cum, I pulled back and looked at her.
“Hudson,” she whined.
“You done overthinking ’bout this?” I used my finger to tease and apply pressure to her mound.
“Yes, fuck. Yes.” She sounded like she was holding onto control by a thread, and that made my dick harder. I dove back in, making sure with each lick she shuddered. Less than two seconds later, she came so hard that shit pooled out, and my tongue was right there to catch and clean it up.
When I was finished, I felt her shudder under my touch, which brought a smile to my face. I was on my knees between her legs, mentally anticipating the moment I hit bottom inside of her. Something about that made me feel like not only was she unraveling, but I was too. It was wild how unreal that shit felt …how unreal she felt.
“Open up for me, G.”
She did exactly as she was asked and I slid into her slick folds, reminding myself that I couldn’t cum in this woman again. Iwasn’t ignorant. I knew it only took one time. I just wasn’t trying to make the odds greater, but I’d be damned if I missed the opportunity to feel what I felt last night. Her center was so tight and inviting, shit. It was like she was made just for me. Fuck, I had to pull out.
After making sure Greene didn’t have the energy to overthink, I walked her to her car before promising to be at her spot a little later for this late ass Christmas decorating she did with her son. That shit was funny, because who decorated two days before the holidays? Shit, at this point, she might as well not, but she did it for her kid; so I understood.
I was on my way back into the house when I heard my name.
“Hudson.”
I turned my head and spotted Versai in the doorway of her and Hani’s spot. “Yeah, Cousin?” Ever since Versai’s small speech the other day, she had been Cousin to me, because only family gave speeches like that. Then, the fact that no other man in my family would say what she did, created an unspoken bond that I guess I needed. Hani would worry quietly without asking if I was cool and so would my father, but she was different. She spoke her mind and I respected it.
She didn’t respond but instead moved out of the doorway, leaving the door open. That was her way of telling me to come over. I laughed and jogged toward the door before entering. When I walked in, I was immediately greeted by Dai. Lil mama was walking around with a bear and a long face.
“Hushon.” She smiled in my direction before holding her hands out for me to pick her up. Kids loved me, even though I didn’t have any.
I picked her up and closed the door, walking further into the house. When I entered, Versai was standing in the kitchen with a tea mug in her hand.
“Good morning, Hudson,” she greeted.
“Morning, fam. What’s up?”
“You. They are both worried about you and I think you’re just fine. Plus you’re getting along great with a certain somebody.” Now she had a sneaky smirk on her face.
I chuckled. “Nothing to worry about, I’m just feeling my way around and seeing what’s out here. Tell them that, please.”
Now it was her turn to laugh. “I would, but they asked me not to say anything. But if you happen to tell them yourself that you’re fine, I’m sure it’ll do some good.”
“Yet you said something.” I laughed, sitting the toddler on the island and taking a seat on the barstool in front of her.
She shrugged. “Take it from the last person to come here looking for something. People like your father and cousin will run themselves ragged, worried about what you’re looking for because they care. They just don’t know how to really say it.”
I nodded. “Did you find it?”
She looked up from the cup to me, then nodded. “That and so much more. I came here lost, looking for parts of me I didn’t know I’d left here. I didn’t realize that until I was here though. Your cousin was a big part of me finding that. If you don’t mind me asking, what are you looking for, Hudson?”
“I toggle between not knowing and knowing, to be honest. But if I’m keeping it a buck, I feel like I’m looking for a life outside of the one I created. A sense of belonging and not just around people who make money off me.”
She smiled. “Then you’ve come to the right place, home. Now you have to decide if it is that for you. It’s okay to do a little bit of soul searching, just don’t lose your soul in the process.”
I nodded again. Her words resonated in a way I wasn’t used to. It was damn near the same way with Greene. I had spent so long being around people whose actions were motivated by money, so they agreed with everything I said and only gave input to keep me in a moldable box.
“Now, on to my next piece of business…” Her eyes narrowed with that statement. “Greene.”
The mention of shorty brought a smile to my face. “What about her?” I asked in a teasing tone.
“I like her, so don’t you mess it up.”
