CHAPTER TWELVE
Benny was so fucked.
It seemed like a good idea in his head.They clearly couldn’t keep their hands off each other so why fight it?But now he was second guessing himself.He was already too far gone.
You’re an idiot.
The sound of his alarm going off was just another reminder he was in over his head.
Reaching for his phone, he quickly put an end to the ringing.His gaze going back to the beautiful woman on his chest who was now stirring.
Last night, they’d not just crossed a line, they’d taken a match to it and scorched the fucking earth.
Ruin me.
He was the ruined one.That phrase was what she’d asked the first time he’d ever lost control with her.Taking her hard.Dirty.All the while whispering filthy things in her ear.To this day she was still the only woman he’d trusted to let go with.Which was unsurprising, seeing as she’d been his one and only relationship.One-night stands weren’t exactly the time to surprise someone with dominant demands and rough hands.Not that he wanted to do that with a stranger, either.
It wasn’t just the mind-blowing sex that had sparked his inevitable ruin, though.It was the whole night.And the complete lack of boundaries enforced to protect his heart.They cooked.They laughed.They kissed.And he held her all night long.Now this.His hand lifted, his fingers going straight to the silky strands of dark hair dusted over his chest.
“Hey,” Bethany’s head lifted, sleepy eyes meeting his.“What time is it?”
She made no attempt to move.To untangle her legs from his.To remove the hand currently resting on his stomach.Or shift the naked curves plastered against his side.
“Seven, baby.”His sleep worn voice croaked.“You at the clinic today?”
Clearly a sucker for punishment, he dropped a soft kiss to her forehead.Lapping up the lazy smile she gave him as his chest squeezed.
“Yeah.”She dropped her head again.“I should get up or I’m going to be late.”
Again, she made no attempt to move.Not that he wanted to, either.In fact, he wanted something else entirely.
Are you freaking serious?
He silently continued to fight a losing battle.He was already fucked.Already ruined.It’s not like he could take anything they’d done back.It was too late.
So, you want to fall further down the rabbit hole?Guarantee your heart isn’t just shattered the next time she leaves you, but burnt to ash as well.
Apparently, he did.Because before he had a chance to overthink it more, he was flipping them both over until he hovered above Bethany.Positioning himself between her legs as he stared down into perfection.
“We’re both gonna be late, B,” he declared.
“We are?”She arched a delicate brow in question.
Instead of answering, he realigned himself until he was resting against her core.One slow drag later and his dick was pressing against that sensitive spot that never failed to make his girl moan.
