I loved him.
I was in love with Nathan Walker.
I hadn't been exaggerating when I said he was the best thing that had ever happened to me.
And I really had thrown it away.
It felt like I cried for hours, days, weeks. I cried so long I eventually ran out of tears, until all I could do was stare blankly at the wall and will myself to stop feeling.
That iceberg inside my stomach was on a collision course to my heart.
I knew if I let it, it would completely decimate every piece of me.
