I take a deep breath as I part my legs for Daddy. He’s been easing me into what will be expected of me. Except for the lunches he’s packed for me to eat at work, I’ve had nothing but formula for the past week. I’ve only worn panties while I was at work, too. At home I’ve been diapered at all times because that’s what will be expected on the island.
We’re leaving in the late afternoon, and we won’t arrive until after dark, so I won’t get to see much of the island today. Daddy doesn’t have to start working until the day after tomorrow, though, so I’ll have a day to get acclimated before he leaves me at daycare while he works.
That part makes me nervous. The only thing that keeps me from panicking is the fact that Amelia will be there. She and her Daddy, Noah, live there. She goes to daycare when he works. At least I’ll know someone.
The part I keep trying to ignore is the doctor’s appointment Daddy made for tomorrow morning. He says all Littles have to see the doctor soon after arriving on the island. It’s not negotiable. Apparently the clinic likes to have records of everyone staying on the island just in case something should happen while visiting.
I’ve never minded going to the doctor, but I can’t stop thinking about all the kinky things that happen when Littles go to the doctor in the books I read. The thought of being examined while I’m in Little space makes my pussy wet. I’m worried it will happen when I’m in the office, and I’ll be mortified.
Daddy puts a clean diaper on me, sits me up, and stands me on my feet. “Ready?”
I look down at myself. I’m wearing sandals and a white T-shirt. My nipples are pressing against the cotton. I try not tothink about it, reminding myself that I will see everyone else’s nipples, too.
“I’m ready, Daddy.”
I say that, but my mind is racing in ten directions as Daddy loads the car and straps me into a car seat in the middle of the back seat. No one will see me through the tinted windows, but I still feel self-conscious riding in the car in a diaper.
I fall asleep as soon as we get on the highway and wake up when Daddy parks the car.
He kisses me on the forehead as he releases me from the restraints. “I hope you can sleep tonight after that long nap. You haven’t slept enough for several days, so I think you’ll be okay.”
He’s right. I’ve been bouncing off the walls since finding out about this trip. I didn’t let myself believe it was real until I managed to get these two weeks off work on such short notice, but once that was taken care of, I started focusing on the fun we were going to have.
There are three parks on the island—an amusement park, a zoo, and a water park. I can’t wait to visit all of them.
There won’t be many people on the ferry at this time of night, and that calms my nerves, but as soon as more and more people join us in boarding the ferry, I realize I have no need to worry about how I’m dressed. Like Daddy said, every Little who gets on is dressed like me. The only difference is many of them stare at me a few seconds longer because I have blue pigtails. That’s okay. All people do that. I’m used to it.
“It should be warm enough if you want to sit on the upper deck,” Daddy says. “It will be hard to see the island until we get close enough to spot the lights in the distance, but you might enjoy the breeze.”
I smile at him. “That sounds like fun, Daddy.”
He’s right. Even though I can’t see much in the dark, the breeze feels amazing during the hour-long trip. Plus I can see thestars and the moon. I get excited as we get closer to the island and giddy when the lights come into view.
In no time, we’re off the ferry and Daddy is stowing our belongings on the back of a golf cart. He straps me into a car seat behind him next, and we’re off.
Daddy drives through the town. The streetlights allow me to see all the businesses even though they’re closed at this hour. He points out several different shops on our way by, and then he heads out of the center of town and winds around until he finally pulls up to a cabin.
The porch lights are on, and I can see it’s an adorable little log cabin among the trees. After Daddy unfastens me, I follow him inside and stop in my tracks. It’s even better on the inside.
Like Daddy promised, it has everything a Little could need, including a stocked playpen in the living room and a nursery.
I watch as Daddy unlocks the bathroom with his fingerprint. He told me about restrooms on the island. Littles are not permitted to enter them at all without a caregiver. Not in any location. The only time I will be in a bathroom is supervised when it’s bathtime or when Daddy brushes my teeth.
He gives me a quick bath, not letting me linger to play because we have an early day tomorrow. Soon I’ve had my last bottle of the evening, and we’re snuggled in bed where Daddy holds me in his arms like he does every night.
I worry I won’t be able to sleep after napping so long in the car, but I find myself drifting off soon enough. The last thing I’m aware of is Daddy whispering how much he loves me in my ear.
Chapter Sixteen
“Are you sure this is necessary?” I ask Daddy when we pull up to the clinic first thing the next morning.
“Positive, Little one. Not optional.” He parks the golf cart and releases me from my car seat. “You won’t be having many treats while we’re here for two weeks, Baby girl. None of the candy you’re used to sneaking when you’re at work. But if you’re a good girl for the doctor and his staff, I’ll let you have a lollipop when we’re done.”
I grin, irrationally giddy about the idea. I had a few gummy bears yesterday at work, but I’m aware my vice will be on hold during our visit.
“I have a surprise for you when we leave here, too, Baby girl.” He cups my face and tips my head back before we enter the clinic. “I know you’re nervous, but make sure you’re polite and respectful, understood?”
I nod. “I’ll be good, Daddy.” He’s right. I’m nervous. No matter how hard I work to distract myself from visions of doctor’s visits from my naughty romance books, I can’t shake the feeling that I’m about to have a very embarrassing exam.
