He tugs me onto his lap until I straddle him, cradling my cheek. Pain, regret, and anger swirl in his piercing eyes. “I am not, little bird. The night I consoled you after you returned from seeing your father, I realized how much you meant to me, how much I loved you and couldn’t live without you. Without taking a chance and telling you how I felt.”
The memories of that day replay in my head. My father had abandoned my mother a year after I was born. I thought confronting him would bring me closure. Instead, it opened up old wounds and gave me new emotional scars.
He had kicked me off his porch when I showed up at his door and told him I was his daughter. He bragged about how he had a new family and that I was his past, which he doesn’t want ruining his present.
I flew back home and came straight to Matt’s place because I couldn’t let my mother see me distraught. Except, it wasn’t Matt who opened the door.
It was Alexander, who took one look at my tear-soaked face and red-rimmed eyes and immediately pulled me into his arms. He demanded to know who hurt me in a livid voice that still sends an icy shiver down my spine.
I told him what happened, letting him put me back together. He whispered how I was the most precious person he’s ever met and that my father was a fool for abandoning me.
“I saw the sneaky little glances you threw my way all those years,” Alexander murmurs. “Your pretty eyes always found mine first in the room. Never Matt’s. Not even after you two got together. By the time I pulled my head out of my ass, it was too late. You had chosen Matt. It felt like someone took a knife to my heart and cut it into a million pieces. So, I buried my feelings once more, thinking it was the right thing to do. Until…”
“Until what?” I demand, mad at him for so many reasons. “Until you heard my fantasy and thought I was better suited for you?”
“No.” A muscle tics in his jaw.
“Then what!” I angrily heave. “You couldn’t take the jealousy anymore? You wanted to fuck me once? Make me into a cheater and ruin my relationship with Matt? Why the hell would you complicate my life?”
“Because I realized I was about to lose you forever!” he roars.
“What?”
With a sad sigh, he confesses, “Matt is going to propose to you.”
His words knock the wind out of my lungs. The puzzle finally fits into a full picture. I search Alexander’s eyes for dishonesty, but there’s none.
“It’s why I did all of this,” he says against my lips. “I wanted you to know how I felt before you made your decision. I’m yours, if you’re willing to have me.”
FIFTEEN
ALEXANDER
Molly is sleeping soundly,looking like an angel, as I slide my cock inside her cunt. It’s been hours since I filled her with my seed.
I can’t let go of the image in my head of her swollen belly, large tits leaking milk, and her curves flaring out some more as she carries my child. It’s been there since the first time I fucked her in the cornfield like a savage.
Despite not knowing whether or not she’ll pick me, I’m unable to think rationally. The lust-crazed side of me pushes me to claim her pussy over and over. If there’s the slightest chance that she becomes mine, I want her pregnant as soon as possible.
Brushing her hair away from her neck, I kiss her soft skin while moving inside her. Even asleep, she traps me within her wet heat. Squeezing, pulsing, and clenching my shaft like a vise.
Still blissfully in a slumber as I roam my hands down her slender shoulder and arm.
As I circle her belly button before trailing my fingers to cup her tits, rolling and rubbing her nipples.
As my tongue licks her collarbone, nipping and kissing a wet trail to her pulse.
Fuck! She’s a heavy sleeper.
The knowledge hardens my dick further. I thrust faster and deeper. Lifting her thigh onto mine, I bend and take her nipple in my mouth. It pebbles as I suck vigorously, imagining feeding on her milk after she finishes with the baby.
Her soft exhale ruffles my hair, a sweet moan spilling from her lips.
When I glance up, her eyes are still closed. A cute frown mars her forehead, like she’s having a wet dream.
I slow down, not wanting her to be up yet.
Raising myself, I gently lay her flat on her back. Straddling her so I can gaze at her gorgeous face, I loom over her with bent elbows on either side of her head.
