He rolls again, and now I'm on top of him, straddling him, and he's filling me to overfull, his hands full of my breasts as I sink lower on him, braced on his chest. "Make me come for you, Ember." He stares into my soul. "Take it all from me."
I lean over him and take his face in my hands, touch my forehead to his, and fuck down on him. Take him into me. Just once.
He bucks into my thrust, groaning into my open, shaking mouth.
"Em!” He grunts.
Again. another thrust, slow and deliberate—I whimper, glorying as I focus on the sensation of his cock sliding into me; I memorize the way each inch stretches me, time distorting into an infinity of instants, each vein stuttering past my stretched-thin lips.
I cry out, feeling him pulse inside me, now, his cock swelling thicker as he prepares to come.
No condom, no birth control.
I don't care.
I want this.
Need it.
With Felix.
NOW.
Something I've never done, never had.
This moment, right now—Felix, my love, my lover, my soulmate, giving himself to me so utterly that there’s not a shred of himself held back.
Soul to soul.
Another slow slide of my pussy around his cock.
His growls go ragged, become breathless as he thrusts, instinct making him want to fuck harder and faster, but I'm in control now. And I want it slow.
I gather his hands, tangle our fingers, stretch our arms overhead. He tucks his heels against his ass for leverage and thrusts deep, holds there.
Giving me space to take him.
Relinquishing control to me.
Helping me take what I need.
This moment.
Flat out on him, I whisper to him. "Don’t look away."
"Never."
I roll my hips on him—it’s all I can do. The only motion available to me is a sinuous roll of my hips, taking his thick, slick, throbbing length through me, taking him deeper and deeper until he's bottomed out inside me and I can’t breathe from the fullness.
He grips my hands hard, trembling. "Em!”
"Come for me, Fee," I beg. “Give it to me. Let go."
"I—ohhhh,” he gasps. “Ohfuck."
"Don't look away," I demand, gazing down into his glacier eyes, so wild and fraught, hazed with intensity, blurry with need, hot with love. "Look at me while you come inside me. "
"Ember—I'm…" he shudders, buck up, and then goes tense all over, mouth hanging open and shaking, and I feel it in him, feel his cock pulse madly. "Oh god, Ember. I'm coming—I'm—oh…oh god, oh fuck, Ember!"
