I’m not even worried about sex anymore when he places his knee on the bed and brushes his knuckles over my skin all the way from my breasts to my hip.
“Ready for me,meu amor?”
I don’t hesitate to nod. “Yes.”
Instead of putting on the condom immediately, he lies down beside me and places his hand on my cheek. “I love you, whether you’re able to have sex with me or not. I don’t want you to worry about it. There are plenty of other ways we can pleasure each other.”
After being reminded of Enzo’s tragic past and having him make me orgasm first, I’m certain that I’ll be okay.
I lift my head and seal my mouth to his, and to show him I’m really okay with this, I move my hand down his chest and abs until I wrap my fingers around his hard manhood.
I begin to stroke him the same way I did last week, but his hand slaps over mine, forcing me to stop as he breaks the kiss.
“No,meu anjinho.I’ll orgasm if you do that, and I want to be inside you when I come.”
I pull away, and before I can start wondering what I should do next, Enzo moves over me while he claims my mouth again in a searing kiss that has my toes curling.
When he settles between my legs and I feel his erection pressing against my core, my body tenses a little, and a rush of heat spreads through me. He grips the sides of my head, and the kiss turns wild, causing my mind to grow cloudy with desire.
Our tongues dance, and I become breathless, my lips tingly from all the friction, but when Enzo’s hips move and he rubs his hard length over my clit, fireworks burst through my abdomen, the sensation so intense it’s almost painful.
Enzo lets out a groan as he breaks the kiss, then he presses his forehead to mine, and his lust-filled eyes look deep into mine.
He keeps rubbing against me, making me feel desperate for more, so I begin to lift my hips, trying to help create more friction between us.
The corner of his mouth lifts with satisfaction. “My little brave angel. You amaze me.” His hand moves down, and I feel his fingers between us as he positions the swollen head of his erection by my opening.
My nervousness returns tenfold, and my body tenses.
“Want me to stop?” he asks.
I quickly shake my head and whisper, “I’m just nervous.”
“I’m not entering you all the way. If you relax, it won’t hurt as much.”
I nod, but when he pushes against my entrance, I feel myself tensing even more.
Enzo begins to kiss me again, and just as he sweeps me up into the clouds, he pushes an inch inside me. I gasp against his mouth, and he instantly lifts his head so he can see my face.
Slowly, he rocks against me, his eyes burning into mine as he watches for my slightest reaction, and it has more love than I ever thought I could feel for a person spilling into my heart.
Relief eases the tension from his face, and it’s only then I realize how focused he is on me and that he’s worried he’ll trigger or hurt me.
“I love you,” I say as I place my hands on his shoulders and drag my palms down his chest. “All of you. The good and the bad. The dark part of you that doesn’t hesitate to kill and the sensitive soul who is healing me.” My hands keep exploring every inch of his front and back, and the more I feel his warm skin beneath my fingertips, the more I can’t get enough of touching him.
“You belong to me, my heart,” I say, every ounce of love I feel for him making my voice hoarse. “Forever.”
Enzo pulls back and grabs the condom. I see the steely restrain he’s had with me up until vanishing, and as he impatiently rolls the condom on, his eyes burn dark and hungry on me.
When he has the protection on, his body crashes against mine, and I feel him at my opening again. This time, he enters me harder but only with a few inches, before he stills.
My lips part, and my gasp is loud between us, which has his eyes snapping to my face.
I quickly nod so he doesn’t think something is wrong. I’m just trying to process the weird full feeling inside me.
Then Enzo thrusts again, and my eyes go wide as saucers as he enters me much deeper than I expected. It causes a sharp twinge in my abdomen, but nothing I can’t handle. Or that’s what I think, because his hips move once more, and his manhood hits so deep inside me, my back arches, and the burning pain makes my butt go numb for a moment.
“Shh..shh…shh,” Enzo makes a comforting sound before he peppers my jaw and mouth with loving kisses. “I’m sorry,meu coração. Does it hurt a lot? Do you want me to stop?”
