His crooked smile sent chills down her spine. “Are you sure?” he whispered, staring into her eyes, blue to brown. “I’d never rush you.”
“I want you. I’ve always wanted you.” She let out a long sigh. “I want to get the images of you loving her out of my head.”
“Do you know how much I want you? Not just like this, but every way, everywhere, always, and any way I can have you?”
She licked her lips as she scooted further up against him, nodding, desperate to be closer to him.
His eyes trailed her body before he studied her face. “Baby, I want you… so badly. But I haven’t showered in… Shit, I don’t even know.”
Madi giggled. “You smell amazing to me. I want you now, like this.”
He moaned as he bent forward and kissed her nose. His kiss moved to her eyes, then her cheeks, before gently pressing against her lips. Madi deepened the kiss. “I want you. I need you. I need you to show me you want me too,” she whispered into his mouth.
His eyes bore into hers. “You want me to show you?”
She nodded, unable to speak from the intensity with which his eyes filled with desire.
He shifted his body and she was underneath him. He opened her legs with his thigh and Madi moaned. Her hands grasped for his shirt at the base of his back. He yanked it over his head and pressed his naked chest to hers as he sucked her bottom lip into his mouth. Madi felt the surge from her toes to her center. She wanted him desperately. More than she ever had before, if that was possible. She felt as if she needed to claim him.
His lips found her neck and he rocked his body into hers, rubbing in all the right places. Madi moaned at the feel of him. The weight of him on her body felt so right. He belonged there. His mouth trailed from her throat to her collarbone before he grazed her nipple with his teeth. He moaned as his mouth dove into her breast. He sucked her and lapped her as his erection pushed into her. “Oh God, Jake!”
His mouth moved from one to the other, giving both equal attention. His hand kneaded into the opposite side, keeping her warm and wanting. He continued his dissent until he had to turn her to stay on the bed. He rose off of her as he placed his hand under her neck and lifted her head gently onto the pillow he’d moved to the side. She was in the middle of the bed, her knees bent, feet on the floor, but not for long. He dropped to his knees in front of her as his hot mouth found her hot center and she lifted her leg to accommodate him. “So warm…” he whispered against her, tugging her panties down her legs as he pushed apart her folds with his fingers. “So wet…”
He sucked her into his mouth and the cold burst of air combined with the warmth of his tongue caused her to cry out in pleasure. Her hand gripped the back of his head as he buried his face in her, devouring her. His fingers gently slid into her as his mouth traveled down her, kissing every inch of her. His mouth moved up and down her as he groaned into her, placing his hands underneath her and pushing her further into his face. She could feel the warmth and quickening building within her. She steadied herself on his arms before reaching to grip the bed, her hands desperately searching for something to cling to.
He never stopped and never let up the constant pressure or pulsing of his tongue and fingers. As she tightened around him, she started to pant, increasing in volume as she climbed. He paused briefly as he mouthed into her, “You belong with me.” His tongue flicked her repeatedly before he sucked her deeply into his mouth as his fingers entered her once more. She cried out as she flew over the mountain. Like a parasailor in the wind, she fell freely, blissfully before climbing again with the pull of air and fell back into him, multiple times, until she gasped to breathe. When her panting subsided, he slowly ascended her, still kissing every inch of her as he made his way back on top, pressing his chest to hers and gazing lovingly into her eyes.
Something inside her spiraled as emotions bubbled to the surface. She turned her face away from him, hoping he wouldn’t be able to see the fear return to her mind. He saw.
“Hey?” he asked as he gently pulled her chin toward his face. “What just happened there? One second you were smiling, the next you were a million miles away.”
“I wanted to know you still wanted me. I wanted to be with you, so I could make sure you were really mine.”
“I am really yours. I always have been.”
“I thought if I… if we… then I would be replacing the thoughts of you and her with thoughts of us, but they’re still there. I know it isn’t your fault, but I can’t help it. In my head, I still see you together. It still hurts.”
Jake’s head fell to her chest.
Her hand rested on top of his head. “I’m not trying to hurt you or blame you. Please tell me you know that?” she asked, gently pushing his head so she could she him.
His eyes seized as he brushed a hair from her face. “I know.”
“I feel awful… and selfish, and angry at myself. I’m so sorry, Jake.”
He shifted off of her, grabbing her sweatshirt from the floor and sliding it over her head, pulling it down below her waist. She watched him, unsure why he was dressing her.
“You’ve never been selfish with me. Not once.”
“But this…” she said as her eyes rolled around him, the bed, and her fully satisfied body.
“This,” he said with a smile, repeating her actions, “was a gift for me and more than I had hoped for. Seeing you satisfied because of me? It’s more than enough. I love knowing thatIdo that to you. That you’re mine, and mine alone. That onlyI’mallowed to touch you and watch you come. If the roles were reversed, I don’t how I’d handle it. I’d want to kill whoever touched what belongs to me.”
Madi lifted her head, “That’s exactly how I feel! I hate her. I wanted to burst through that hotel room door and punch her in the face.”
Jake smirked. “I might have enjoyed that.”
“Just as much as I’m yours, you’re mine. Mine!” she repeated, gripping his chin in her hand. “That bitch had better never evenglanceat you again!”
