I lifted my mouth from her sweet pussy. Wiping at her release that coated my beard, my eyes naturally swept over her thinking about how lucky I was. Her flushed skin, the sweat glistening on her brow, the way her teeth clamped down on my tie, and her body slightly curled forward as aftershocks rippled through her was mine to love.
She was everything.
As she slowly relaxed and settled back against the desk, all I could think was that having her like this, for as long as time would allow, was all I’d ever need.
Chapter Thirty-Four
ELLIE
Whew.
My breath stuttered out in choppy gasps as I came back to awareness. That orgasm had practically lifted me from the desk and shot me into orbit.
Drew brushed my hair away from my face, his touch feather-light. The tender smile he gave as he gently removed the tie from my mouth made my chest tighten in a way that had nothing to do with what we’d just done. “Are you okay?”
I nodded, not trusting my voice yet.
He shook the silk fabric. “Good or bad?”
We’d ventured into new territory—for both of us. “Neutral.” The word came out steadier than I felt. I’d missed being able to kiss him, but staying quiet had been more important. We could dissect it later, though. Right now, my still-clenching core and nerve endings screamed for more of him.
Drew slid his hands around my back and carefully guided me to a sitting position, then reached for my clothes. “No,” I protested. He must have taken my comment to mean I wanted to stop.
Drew paused. “No to what?”
My frustration escaped on an exhale. Heat flooded my cheeks—desperation for him flooded my veins. “I want to keep going.” The admission tumbled out of me before I could second-guess my words. “I need your big cock to fill me up.”
Did I really just say that?Some wild, uninhibited version of myself kept emerging when I was with him.
I knew it was because I trusted him to keep me safe.
He captured my mouth in a kiss that tasted like a promise. “Oh, babe, we’re not stopping. I’ve got at least a few more minutes before we have to run to the next meeting.”
This man knewexactlywhat he was doing to me. When he blocked my view of the clock, I was certain he was lying, but my body didn’t care—my heart stuttered, my core tightened, and a desperate need tore through me, making me shake in anticipation.
He was trying to make this exciting and taboo for me and I loved him for it.
“We should hurry up then.” Wetness dripped down my thigh, slick and ready.
He grinned. “You did say you wanted to test your scene out.”
“I did.” We’d discussed recreating the desk scene from my story days ago—the one I’d been too shy to fully describe but had somehow managed to type out in vivid detail.
I shifted to roll myself onto my stomach, pulse hammering as fantasy prepared to become reality. Drew positioned me carefully, then I heard the foil tear. The sound of him sheathing himself made everything inside me coil tighter.
When just the tip of him teased my entrance, I couldn’t suppress the groan that escaped. I pushed my hips back, chasing the fullness I craved.
“I don’t know how long I can hold on for.” His gravelly voice trailed over my sensitized skin and left goosebumps in its wake.
“Take me hard. Take me fast.” The words spilled out on a moan. “Take me any way you want.”
“You want to feel my dick in your pussy, giving you what you need?”
“Yes,” I was practically shaking with want. His dirty words drove my desire higher. “Don’t be gentle.”
Something shifted in him—I felt it in how his grip changed, how his breathing roughened. He drove into me in one powerful thrust, filling me completely. “Fuck,” he groaned. “How can you feel so damn good?”
I deliberately squeezed him, savoring how his breath caught and his fingers gripped my hips. The moment stretched between us while he gathered his control, and I felt powerful and desired in a way that made my throat tight.
