“A new life, together. Today.”
“Like that was supposed to make any more sense, you didn’t even speak in complete sentences.” I giggled.
No, he didn’t have to explain it to me, I understood it so well that my soul was humming at the thought.
I wanted to screamyes!at the top of my lungs. I wanted to give him everything. I so fucking wanted to tell him I was all in.
But I couldn’t.
Despite how my heart felt and how my body was on fire because of this man, I couldn’t say that one simple word.
There was something holding me back but with the way his breath was fanning across my lips, I couldn’t think of what that reason might be.
What the hell was wrong with me?
He either didn’t care about the answer or got tired of waiting, because the next thing I knew, his lips were on mine.
My legs, the little sluts that they were, wrapped around his torso needing him closer. So much closer. I didn’t want anything between us. I needed him like I’d never needed anything before.
He took his time kissing me and stripping my body free of its clothing.
By the time he parted my legs, I was soaking wet with need.
The first lick up my pussy had my back arching.
The second, and I was gripping the sheets so tightly that my nails hurt.
The third, well, that one was more of a full-on mouth kiss than anything else.
His tongue plunged deep inside of me and I nearly shot off the bed. Then he was pulling back, moving up, and sucking my throbbing clit into his mouth.
This is what it’s supposed to be like?
I definitely had been missing out.
I moaned, only half aware that I was actually making the noise. And my body, oh, it moved like it was trying to make waves in the ocean as it rocked against his face in need of more.
I came.
Oh, how I came.
But it still wasn’t enough.
From under my heavy lids, I watched as he backed off of the bed. Then he stripped himself bare too slow for my liking.
He smiled down at me, taking in my splayed out, sated state for a long moment. I couldn’t help but check him out too. Like every inch of his incredible body. Silas was hot, I couldn’t lie, but there was something about the way he was looking down at me that made him irresistible.
His hand wrapped around his thick shaft. The pre-cum collected at the tip as he slowly worked his hand up and down his hard cock.
I was nearly drooling and couldn’t seem to tear my eyes away from the hypnotizing movements.
He released his cock and then he was back between my legs where he belonged.
His weight was supported by one arm while the other hand caressed my face.
I stared up into his eyes. I wasn’t a fan of eye contact during sex, or at all, really. I was always worried that the other person could see into my soul. See every single crack and scar that was there. But I was open for Silas. I wanted him to see it all because I knew he would love every part of me. He wouldn’t judge me or fault me for all the things in the past that I had to do to survive.
Maybe we weren’t really that different.