I still walked.
I still breathed.
I still lived.
But was I really living?
I didn’t think so, at least not the way I felt right now.
“Silas,” she breathed out, her head falling back in a silent plea to kiss her neck.
See, even I knew what her body was begging for. I knew because I’d been here before with too many women to count. Too many fucking times to think about.
But this was new.
Different.
Something I craved and almost… needed more than the next breath that my lungs demanded.
Only, that was crazy, right?
Was this really all wrong?
It didn’t feel like it was. Yet I couldn’t deny that I was scared. And so was she. We were both clinging to this thing because we didn’t know what was to come. I was scared that I’d lose her. And not in the same way I’d lost her years ago. This was something new. Something more, maybe.
Her hands were on my pants, her fingers working the button free of its hold. I did nothing to stop her. And as she tried to free them from my body, I lifted enough to allow her to do so.
There was no denying how much I wanted her right now. How much I fucking needed her. My cock was straining against the fabric of my tight underwear. And by the way her eyes glazed over as she stared at my lap, it hadn’t gone unnoticed.
The light of the setting sun was gone now, the world dark around us. The lights inside the cabin gave just enough light for me to see her. The look of desperation in her eyes. And fear. And something else that I didn’t think could even be explained.
She slid the rest of the way off my lap, standing only long enough to remove her pants and undies. I rid myself of my trunks before she climbed back onto my lap. Then I didn’t hesitate to unclasp her bra. Her arms moved as if she was expecting it.
My arms wrapped around her, crushing her body into mine. I wanted to feel everything. I wanted nothing between us at this moment.
I didn’t care if it was fucked up. And maybe a little bit wrong. If I lost her tomorrow, I wanted to remember this and I wanted it to mean more than anything that had come before.
Her eyes held questions.
She was thinking the same things I was.
“Yes,” I told her right before I captured her lips with mine.
She rose, kissing me harder, and then I felt her heat nudge the tip of my hard cock.
I didn’t hesitate to grab her hips and guide her down.
She felt incredible. Hot. Wet. Tight. It was like I could feel her pulsing around me as she took every inch of me in.
She was mine.
Maybe it was only in this moment but I had to let her know how much it meant to me.
Her eyes penetrated mine as she began to ride me.
It was like neither of us could look away.
My name fell from her mouth in breathy little pants. My hands slid down to grip her waist and I held on like a man clinging to life. As her head fell back, I couldn’t help but to capture one of her peaked nipples in my mouth.
