“Yes.”
“Where we met,” he says. “Orientation week of medical school. You remember?”
“Of course I remember,” Maggie says.
“I knew you were the one the moment I saw you.”
“Don’t make me gag.”
“I’m trying to boost you up.”
“It’s not working.”
“So what are you doing?”
Maggie flashes back to her first time on campus, all dewy-eyed and fresh-faced, as they say, full of hope and optimism and vim and vigor and all that nonsense. How naive. But then again, when your worldfalls apart—when you had everything and even understood and appreciated that you had everything and never took any of it for granted, not for a second, knew how lucky you were, and because you were so grateful, you somehow naively expected karma to reward you, or at least leave you be—you learn in the hardest of ways that fate is fickle, that life is chaos and no one gets out unscathed, that you can have everything one moment and have it all snatched away so easily…
“I’m throwing myself a little pity party,” she says.
“Stop. Go inside.”
“I want to go home.”
Marc frowns. “Don’t do that.”
“I’m not ready.”
“Yes, you are. Please? I want you to go. Do it for me.”
“Seriously?”
She looks up at the white cupola sitting atop Shriver Hall and blinks back a tear. An hour ago, she’d reluctantly put on a long-sleeve, navy blue, mid-calf-length formal dress. Not black. That would be too morbid. Navy seems like a safe bet—respectful of the occasion, but not trying to pull attention. In fact, she would rather melt into the floor than be anywhere in the vicinity of conspicuous on this particular night.
“Maggie?”
“I’m here.”
“Go inside. It would mean a lot to me. And your mother.”
“Wow,” Maggie says.
“What?”
“You never used to be this sentimental and manipulative.”
“Sure, I was,” Marc says.
Her voice is soft. “Sure, you were.” Then: “This sucks.”
“What?”
“Nothing, never mind.”
Twenty-two years ago, Maggie had graduated from these esteemedhalls with every kind of honor they could bestow upon a medical student. She did her surgical residency at NewYork-Presbyterian, became a renowned reconstructive surgeon, served her country on the front lines in Afghanistan and the Middle East as a Field Surgeon 62B, married Marc, moved with him overseas to heal the underserved.
Marc’s voice from the phone: “Hello?”
“They’ll stare.”
