“I need to take care of you first.I know I won’t last.”
“I don’t care.I want you inside me now.”
I don’t care that I’m begging either; I’ll positively burstif I don’t have him now.I look down, watching him as he strokes me, his cheekresting on my thigh.
“So sweet… and it’s all mine.”
I grab the sheets, falling back against the pillows when histongue flicks against my clit.I close my eyes as he slowly uses his tongue toelevate my body to dizzying heights of pleasure.My hips rise of their ownaccord, moving back and forth against his lips.My thighs tremble as he closeshis lips around my clit, swirling his tongue on the sensitive bud.I open myeyes, staring at but not really seeing the night sky on the ceiling.Slippinghis finger inside me, he moans.Pleasure courses through my body, and I sink myfingers into his hair.His finger goes in, out, and around while his tongueswirls on my clit.Two fingers move inside me now, slowly massaging my topwall.His lips close around my clit again, and my hips buck upward.
“Ethan… I’m coming!”
He rears up and slides inside me just as my orgasm ripsthrough me.My body vibrates with the intensity, and I cling to him tightly.Oh,God, I missed him!
“Casey… Fuck!”
My back arches and I wrap my legs around him as he also experiencesthe clench and release of my muscles.Breathless, I stare up at him when hedoesn’t attempt to move.
“Did you come?”I ask.
“I told you I wouldn’t last.”I smile up at him, happy Iaffect him just as much as he affects me.“Oh, don’t worry.Just give me a fewseconds.Never mind.”
He wasn’t kidding about a few seconds.I feel him hardeninside me and clench my muscles in anticipation.
“Dear God, I love when you do that.”
“Then you’ll love this even more.”
I contract my muscles once more, holding on to him tightly.He closes his eyes and makes an incoherent sound as he begins to rock his hips.
“Holy fuck.”
Another string of curses leaves his lips as I move my hipsagainst him, matching his rhythm.He rolls over, putting me on top, and Iinstantly take over.I slide back and forth, raking my nails across hisstomach, and watch as his body quivers beneath me.His fingers dig into theflesh of my hips, and he whispers my name.I’m pushed forward as he plants hisfeet on the bed and thrusts upward.
“Ethan!”
The sounds of skin slapping against skin and laboredbreathing fill the room as he drives into me again and again.I lay my palms onhis hard chest, wondering how I’ve survived without him.He is the other halfof my soul.Without him, I am incomplete.
“Come for me, Casey.”
My body obeys his command blindly.He makes one hard thrustand growls his release.I collapse on top of him, both of us breathing heavily.Moving the sweat-drenched hair from my forehead, he places a light kiss there.
“Don’t ever leave me again.”
Right before my eyes close from exhaustion, I kiss his chest.
I’m sorry, but that’s a promise I just can’t make.
***Ethan***
We walk into the church hand in hand.She’s been doing wellso far today, considering it’s the day of her father’s memorial service.HavingSandy here has helped her a lot.She can only stay for the service, but I’mglad Casey has a familiar face to rely on right now.I hope she doesn’t getangry over what I’ve done, but I felt like I had to do something.When shestops walking and goes rigid beside me, I know she’s seen them.
“Ethan, what did you do?”
“Are you angry?”I ask, seeing the tears glistening in hereyes.
She shakes her head as they roll down her cheeks.“No.No,I’m not.”
Stepping up to the three wreaths, she touches them one byone.First, the one in the middle that says “Luke,” and then the two on eitherside that say “Katy” and “EJ.”Sandy takes her hand and leads her to the frontpew while I make my way to the altar.The small crowd goes quiet and gives metheir full attention.