Except for kissing. And it’s taking everything in me not to hunt down the men who’ve had the privilege of feeling those soft, pillowy lips of hers.
“Like this,” I instruct as I wrap my fist around her hand and stroke myself to show her how I like it. I squeeze her hand tighter, needing more of a grip.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” she tells me as she tries to loosen her grip.
“You won’t, sunshine. You could never hurt me.” It’s not the truth though. Although she could never physically hurt me, she has so much power over me. If she were to reject me or try to leave, it’d be like no pain I’ve ever experienced.
But nonetheless, her grip won’t hurt my cock. It’ll be the opposite.
She tightens her grip, and I pump her fist up and down. The feeling of her tiny hand, wrapped around me, jerking me off, has me almost blinded.
My eyes start to fall closed as I’m overcome by pleasure, but then they fly open at an unbelievable feeling.
Cecilia’s tongue licks the precum off my tip, and I can’t hold back my groan.
But it’s nothing compared to her lips wrapping around my head, sucking me in.
I have to press my fingernails into my sides, letting the pricks of pain pull me from the edge.
“Sunshine… you don’t… have to…” I try to grit out, desperation shining through.
She can’t stop. It’ll kill me if she does. But she also needs to know she doesn’t have to blow me.
She locks eyes with mine and sinks lower onto me. Her tongue flattens against my underside, and my eyes rolls back.
“Yes, sunshine. Just like that. Use your tongue, and suck,” I growl out.
Keeping my hips pinned against the mattress is a trial all on its own. Every fiber of my being is screaming to thrust up, tochoke her with my dick, but I know I can’t do that to her. This is her first time. I need to be gentle.
She looks at me with questioning eyes, then without releasing my cock, she grabs my hand and places it on her head. I instinctively weave my fingers into her waves.
“Do you want me to guide you?” I ask, wondering how I got so lucky.
She nods slightly, and I get to it.
Despite wanting to take her deeply, I know she can’t handle that today, and I don’t want to scare her.
I bob her head up in down at the perfect speed, not too slow, but not too fast.
She takes me so well.
“You’re doing such a good job. My good girl. So perfect at sucking my cock. Making me feel so good,” I praise her, knowing how much she loves it, and needing her to be validated in what she’s doing.
She moans around me at the words, and the vibration shoots up my spine.
She bobs up and down a few more times, then I feel a brush of fingers against my balls.
“Oh fuck, Cecilia. Hold them, just like that,” I moan out.
She listens perfectly, and fuck if I’ve felt anything better.
She goes extra low, taking me deeper than before, dragging her tongue down with her, and squeezes my balls. I know I’m seconds away from exploding.
I try to pull her head off me, but she fights me, staying attached.
“Cecilia, I’m about to come. Get off,” I tell her, not wanting her to be stuck with a mouthful of my release.
But instead of listening, she grunts her refusal and takes me further down.
