“Come for us, baby. Let me see your face while you drench Camden’s cock,” Shayna whispers in a lust filled voice.
“I’m… fuuuucckkk!” I yell as Camden pounds harder, throwing me into the most intense full body orgasm I’ve ever had in my life. My body tightens up in a spasm. The sounds coming from how wet I am are almost obscene and salacious.
Skin slapping against skin until Camden pulls out of me quickly as warm ropes of come stripe my back and ass. I glance over my shoulder and admire him as he strokes himself past completion, before falling forward on top of Shayna, our bodies both covered in sweat.
I look up at her from laying on her chest as my breasts press heavily against hers and grant her with a sleepy smile. “That was…” I take in a deep breath and release it on a sigh. “…everything. More than I ever dreamed it could be,” I whisper.
I glance over my shoulder at Cam still on his knees panting heavily between my legs. His eyes are closed, and his head hasfallen back on his shoulders. His chest rising and falling quickly. He finally looks down at us still embracing each other, with a sly smirk on his face. He slaps my ass playfully. “Damn it. I still need a shower.” He chuckles which in turn makes Shayna and I laugh as well.
CHAPTER 17
Lexi
Saturday
We’re all a sweaty mess as we collectively get up from the king size bed and make our way to their ensuite bathroom. Once inside, I lean up against the cool counter still trying to catch my breath and make sense of everything. Their shower is one of envy, with the overhead rain shower head coming from the ceiling and the detachable handheld piece on one side furthest from the glass door, with a bench on the other side. It’s so large, as if it’s made for a small party of four or five people.
Shayna opens the glass door and turns all the shower heads on. Camden comes in behind us, saying, “You know I like it super-hot, baby.” He goes to the linen closet and pulls out three fluffy towels, all maroon in color.
Looking over her shoulder, Shayna gives him a playful glare as he sets the towels on the counter next to me between the his and her sinks. I know I’m being quiet, not sure what to do withmyself now that we’ve done all of that. Where do we go from here? How do we proceed?
Shayna glances over at me, seeming to notice I haven’t moved from the counter since we walked in. Focusing back on adjusting the water temperature when Camden moves to stand directly in front of me. My eyes slowly trace over his hard tattooed chest, committing it to memory as if this will be the last time I’ll see him like this. Locking eyes with him, I see he’s staring down at me.
His expression is serious with his brows furrowed. “What are you thinking, Lexi?” he asks. I remain quiet because I don’t exactly know how to voice what I’m thinking. Too much is going through my head. Too many questions. Too many doubts.
He tilts his head to the side and his lip quirks up at the corner. We both turn our heads when we hear the door to the shower click shut. My eyes move over her body as the water drips down from the overhead shower head. I’m so jealous of that water right now, watching the water droplets running down her body.
Camden grabs my chin with his forefinger and thumb, turning my head and pulling my focus back on him. My eyes connect with his and he holds a steady gaze before dropping his voice a little deeper and repeats himself, “I asked you a question, Lexi. What are you thinking?”
The command comes through loud and clear, but I don’t know how to answer him. I shrug hesitantly. I had all the confidence in the world back in the bedroom, but now I’m afraid of what is going to happen. He steps closer to where our bodies are barely touching. It feels like he’s trying to assure me with his presence. His hold on my face doesn’t falter. “Talk to me, Lex. I need to know what’s going on in the beautiful head of yours,” he says softly.
I try to look away, but he has such a strong hold on my face. He knows the submissive side of me won’t pull away either. He raises his brow in challenge waiting for my answer.
“I’m scared,” I whisper softly. Not even sure if he can hear me over the running water, even as close as he is. He gives me a soft smile, and the hand is holding my face, moving to the nape of my neck. His other hand softly glides up my arm to do the same thing on the other side, causing a shiver to run down my spine.
“What are you scared of?” he asks.
I take a deep breath and steady my nerves before finally answering honestly. “That this isn’t real. I don’t want to get my hopes up and find that this isn’t… I don’t know… just real.”
My gaze falls to focus on his chest, because I know if I look into his soulful eyes, I won’t be able to speak my mind. “I’ve wanted this, Cam… for so long. I dared to dream about this before Jason…” At the sound of my ex’s name, Camden groans, making me laugh, giving him a genuine smile. I take a deep breath and release it. “I’m just scared everything is going to get pulled out from underneath me,” I admit, finally meeting his eyes again.
The fear of what he might say next hangs daughtingly in the air. Water sprays the glass door as Shayna moves around in the shower, breaking the weight of the silence. He takes a deep breath before replying.
“We’ve been friends for a long time, Lex. And I have never lied to you. I always give it to you straight. Haven’t I?” he asks. Nodding in response because I don’t trust my voice at this moment. “So I’m not going to start now. This is real. Both Shayna and I want this. We want you. We are going to do whatever is necessary to make this work. So as long as you’re good with this, we definitely are. And we’re all in,” he tells me with a reassuring smile.
I stare up at him for a minute taking in what he just said. His words keep repeating over and over in my head, ‘All in’ and ‘We want you’. A small smile lifts the edges of my lips. “I want this. With everything I am, do I want this, Cam. You guys are my best friends,” I say, taking a deep breath placing both of my hands on his chest. My heart beats erratically as I look into his eyes. “I don’t know how to proceed from here. What do we do now?” I ask, spreading my hands out palms up as if all the answers I’m searching for will fall into them.
Looking over at the shower, I notice Shayna is staring at us. Camden leans down and kisses my forehead. His breath ghosting over my skin. “We go take a shower and clean up a bit. Then… we get dressed and go out to dinner, just the three of us. We can discuss the specifics there or when we get back home.”
He takes a step back letting his hands drop to his sides as the door to the shower opens. “We will take this however fast or slow you want this to go, Lex. We want to make sure you’re comfortable. I honestly figured we would have discussed this before having sex… but hey…” he says, turning toward the shower as I follow him. “... Never said we were going to be conventional,” he says with a smile in his voice, making me laugh.
“No one could ever accuse you of that, Cam. You are the furthest thing from conventional.” I chuckle as we both step in to wash ourselves off before leaving for dinner.
CHAPTER 18
Shayna
Saturday afternoon
