CHAPTER 16
Lexi
Saturday
“I–I… um…” I stutter a bit, my eyes not wavering from his. “I’m not sure what this is, to say if I am or not.” My words come out more breathless than I intended, but I can’t just assume something like this and be wrong.
My hopes are that this is about to become a little more than what I expected it to be. I was ecstatic being able to do what we just did, but is Camden asking what I think he is? He looks back to Shayna once more, getting what I’d assume is his final confirmation, and she nods confidently.
He takes a deep intake of breath and pulls back on my hair even more, tilting my face to him. He steps directly in front of me and squats down to show how serious he is. “What if it wasn’t just Shayna that wants you?” he asks and my mouth drops open with a small gasp. My eyes don’t leave his, and he grins that devious smile of his.
“You look surprised. You don’t think we haven’t talked about this? Wanted this? Wanted you,” he admits letting his eyes flickover to Shayna then quickly back to mine, yet mine never waiver from his.
“Lexi,” Shayna’s breathless voice is right at my ear, and her breath fans over my neck as her soft, full breasts press against my arm. “We’ve waited for you… wanted you. We both do,” she says, confirming what Camden just admitted. I take in her words, but my gaze never leaves Camden’s. His one brow raises in a questioning way, as that smirk remains on his lips.
I nod as best as I can with him holding my hair as tight as he is in this position. “Your words, Lexi… use your words,” he commands as he tightens the hold in my hair making me hiss slightly. Inowknow Shaynahastalked to him about me. I’ve told her my deepest secrets. She knows I’m pansexual and a switch in the bedroom. With females I’m dominant and love to control the situation and the woman,but with men… I am just as submissive as she is and love to be controlled; told what to do and enjoy a little pain with my pleasure.
At the sharp sting that spreads over my scalp and evolves into euphoria, I give a little moan. “Yes, sir. I want this. I want you both,” I say in a low tone. His smile grows as he leans further down, and kisses the corner of my mouth softly. The sensation lingers there.
He moves to my ear and licks the skin there, causing a shiver to course down my spine. “Good girl… very good girl!” he whispers gruffly and I am immediately soaked.
He takes a step back releasing my hair looking down at the two us on our knees in front of him,for him. He gives his pants a little tug further up his thighs but doesn’t cover his very large erect cock. He strokes it right in front of us. “Get undressed. Both of you. Then I want you in our bed on your knees,” he orders and we both glance at each other and immediately move to do as he asks.
After undressing, we both kneel on the bed, our hands clasped behind our backs. He drops his pants, finally letting them pool around his ankles before stepping out of them. At this point, right here is where I am so thankful their kids are out of the house for the entire weekend.
The mattress dips as he slowly moves toward us on the bed. He kneels directly in front of Shayna, his beautiful wife. He cups her face and leans in kissing her slowly and languidly. It makes bubbles of excitement burst in my belly.
“Are you sure?” he whispers against her lips. “You can’t take this back. You can’t undo it. Once we move forward from here, there is no looking back.” She nods her head slowly.
“I want this. I want her,” she says softly, never letting her eyes move from his. He gives her an adoring smile and kisses her lips once again and gives her a quick nod of the head. His hands still cupping her face, his head turns to me. Our eyes collide in a heated stare before his hands drop from her face.
He moves in front of me and she lowers her face with a sheepish smile. His gaze quickly darts down to take in my pierced nipples and his pupils dilate with lust. Shayna told me he loves her breasts. He’s a tit man, for sure. I beam inside knowing that I’ve pleased him this way.
When I had them done, it was for me. Jason liked them but to cause pain. He also knew I was a masochist in the bedroom, but he seemed to take it too far sometimes. I just figured he was just trying to give me what I want, but I know now he is a sadist and just loved to see me hurt.
Camden reaches up and tweaks one of my pierced nipples. “Nice. I like these,” he says gruffly. A hiss leaves my lips at the slight sting but I beam internally at his admission. I drop my head immediately. The submissive in me thinks that’s what he wants, also reverting back to when I was with Jase.
His hand raises from my breast, and he hooks his index and middle finger under my chin, lifting my face to his. He looks deep into my eyes. The crease etched between his brows lets me know he’s serious. “That goes for you as well. Are you sure about this, Sweet Girl? You can’t take this back once we move forward. We’ve waited too long for you. This isn’t a one-time thing, if we do this. You are ours and we are yours,” he says in a firm voice.
We sit staring at each other for so long. The weight of everyones’ silence could have been minutes or even hours, until Camden finally tilts his head to the side, with a quirk of his brow expecting my answer. My heart and head both racing at the expectations and the thoughts those words bring.
I’ve always been intrigued by a polyamorous relationship. I’ve always wanted to be a part of one and to know the love of more than one person at the same time. With no jealousy, complete commitment, total trust and communication. While I was with Jason, I knew because of his jealousy and dominance, it would never happen. And at that time, I thought he was all I wanted or needed.
But now, my heart soars because not only is this possible but also with my best friends. I still want to pinch myself. I am so scared this is just a dream right now. This day went from zero to one hundred so quickly.
“I…” I start with a crack in my voice. I have to clear my throat. “I’m sure, Cam. I’ve wanted this too,” I admit, looking up into his soulful eyes. He is contemplative for a moment then nods, almost to himself. With his fingers still under my chin, his thumb begins to move, rubbing over my bottom lip slowly.
Camden’s gaze drops to watch the motion, and I notice Shayna now looking over at us with a heat in her eyes that I have never seen. My mouth drops open slightly and my tongue peeks out, licking the tip of his thumb as it sweeps over my lip. As soon as it touches his flesh, he moves it slowly inside my mouth.
“Mmmm…” he growls and orders, “Suck.” I immediately close my lips around the digit and hollow out my cheeks as I lick it in earnest. Letting my tongue swirl around it. I groan audibly, letting my eyelids close for a moment, relishing in the feel of him. He slowly removes his finger, almost reluctantly, then uses the wet finger to trace my lips, moistening them. When he’s finished, his hand drops to his side as he moves off the bed to look over us.
“Shayna…” he says, looking over at her now. Her head whips toward him, giving him her full attention. She had been staring at me… watching my mouth where I had just been sucking on his finger as if it were his cock, probably remembering her sucking on my fingers, tasting my arousal.
“Lay down with your head on the pillow and legs spread. Show Lexi that pretty pussy of yours,” he orders as he slowly makes his way around toward the end of the bed to stand behind me.
He seems to be enjoying the show with the way his cock bobs as she moves slowly to do exactly as he asks. I’m still kneeling with my hands clasped behind my back at the end of the bed facing the side. My eyes follow her every movement. God she’s sexy as hell.
I watch as she slowly spreads her tanned legs apart and her hand softly touches herself. My mouth drops open on a heavy released breath. I’m breathing heavily as my eyes dart between hers and the apex of her thighs.
