“How about this?” Zev says. “I am supposed to be meeting with their leader soon. Why don’t we fly out early and you join us?”
“Really?” I ask happily.
“Really,” he smiles. “They know who you are and where you came from, so I know they would absolutely love to meet you.”
“When? You weren’t supposed to go until next week,” I ask.
“Tomorrow,” he says. “Well… really, we could leave tonight and land in the morning. We can sleep on the plane.”
“Uhm,” Ren says. “There is one bed.”
“It’s okay, I don’t bite,” I joke.
“Do not let her lie to you. She does, too,” Zev laughs.
“Well, I won’t bite him,” I laugh.
“Give it time,” he says. “You’re a tiny and feral little lady.”
“I feel slightly offended,” I laugh.
“Ren… Is that okay?” Zev asks seriously.
“Yeah,” he says. “Yeah, it’s okay.”
I focus on Ren’s thoughts, and he is struggling.“If I sleep next to her, I’m going to fuck her. I have kept my distance, but I’ll break so fucking fast the moment Zev is asleep. Maybe I could just stay here… No, because I don’t want them to go alone. What if something happens to her and I’m not there? I just need to relax and fall asleep before them,”he thinks to himself.
“Alright. Go get packed and meet us at the airstrip,” Zev says. “Astra, I assume no pants or purple?”
“Please,” I smile.
“You keep reading. I’ll pack for us,” he says as he leans down and kisses me. When he leaves the room, Ren is looking at me.
“What?” I ask. “Afraid to be too close to me?”
“Yeah,” he says honestly. Something about the way he is looking at me just draws me in. I find myself leaning into him slightly, making his breath hitch momentarily when I lay my hand on his thigh.
“You’ve done well so far,” I say with a sweet smile. Realizing I just outed myself, I jump up and find Zev. I don’t know why I said that. Saying that means he knows I have heard all his thoughts. He is a smart man. All I can do is just play dumb and hope he didn’t catch on.
I am in awe when we get to the airstrip. I’ve never seen a plane before, but I know how they work. I am so excited to fly, even though I have no idea where we are going. On the way over here, Zev showed me a map of the world so I could see where we were going.
When we get on the plane, Ren is already here. I am making a point to not listen to his thoughts, even though I really want to. I want to know if he understands, but I need to stop. I need to open up to Zev and tell him, but I am terrified that he will getangry with me. I’ve never thought he’d hit me before, but my brain has me convinced this will be the thing that triggers it.
“Hey,” Zev says to Ren. Ren simply nods and goes back to reading the book in his hand as he sits on the couch.
I cannot hear Zev’s thoughts suddenly, which makes me start to panic. What if Ren told Zev? They are brothers, so they would choose each other over me. Ren seems mad, but now I’m too scared to hear his thoughts. I’m about to be locked in this plane with them, and I’m scared. I’ve never found myself scared of either of them, so it’s overwhelming.
Without a word, I rush to find my way to the bedroom in the back of the plane. I’m tired and on the verge of crying, so I am just going to sleep. I am able to get changed and lie down before anyone comes in here. I stay curled up in the center of the bed with my face buried in the covers. I hear the door open, but I refuse to listen to their thoughts to see who it is.
“I’m here when you are ready to talk,” Zev says softly before kissing my shoulder. I inadvertently flinch, and he pulls away. I can sense that he is confused, but I can’t dampen the fear and guilt that is rushing through me right now. Zev leaves the room, and the tears start to fall.
I don’t cry often, but it’s flooding out of me so fast that I can’t stop it. Eventually, my eyes are puffy and sore. By the time I calm down, I slip into my dreams.
I wake to sounds that are not audible, but I can’t block them out. I sit up and see that Zev is asleep beside me. I slowly get out of bed, even though I don’t want to do this. I don’t know why I am seeking out this sound. I know what it is. I’ve listened to it every night for three months.
I sneak out of the room and stay in the small hallway so I am not in Ren’s line of sight. I finally let myself hear him, and detailed visions of him fucking me take over my brain. His moans are so real, and mine are realistic. I can almost feel the way he is touching me in his mind as he strokes his cock. He is desperate to come, and my brain starts to take on that need.
I get so lost in what he is doing to himself that I let my hand slip under the large shirt and into my panties. I do what Zev showed me and start gently rubbing my clit. Pleasure pulsates through me, and I quicken my movements. I want to come with him, just like I do with Zev. I am so stuck in this moment that I cannot pull myself out of it when I hear movement behind me. Right as I am about to stop myself, Zev covers my mouth and pulls me back against my chest. I immediately start to cry, but he won’t let me pull away. I pull at his hand, but he ignores my efforts and dips his hand down low and starts rubbing my clit.
