Devin
Inod. I need himto clear my mind. I need to feel in the present.
Chills dance across my body as Sebastian pulls my sweat-soaked tank top over my head, exposing my skin. He looks down at me as if I’m a precious piece of glass he’s afraid to crack. I’m already cracked though. I need him to glue me back together.
Crystal’s evil laugh from my dream plays in my mind, taunting me more.
“Stop,” Sebastian commands in a strong voice as he lays me down and hovers over me. “Be here with me. Focus on me. Nothing else matters. It never will, either.”
God, how I wish I could just believe that and push Crystal and her permanent damage to my body and my mind far from me and just focus on this beautiful man in front of me—let him do exactly what I asked him to do and take this all away.
His breath is warm on my tearstained cheeks. There’s a storm in his eyes, like staring out into the unsettled sea as he lowers his head and places his soft lips on mine. One kiss. Two kisses. Three kisses.
I’m used to Sebastian devouring me whole, a hunter and his prey, but right now I sense a different kind of urgency than I’ve felt from him before. As he pulls back and stares down at me once more, it’s like he’s on a mission—a mission to drive all the evil lingering in the room away. His desire for me shines in his eyes like a beacon calling me home. Home to the present where he’s right here. With me. Not her.
Lowering his head, Sebastian trails kisses between my boobs and down to the top of my shorts. He slides his fingertips up my arms, sending a shiver down my spine, and then moves his touch over my breasts and torso to my tiny sleeping shorts. He drags them down my legs and tosses them over the side of the bed as he himself slides down and settles between my legs.
Resting on my elbows, I watch as Sebastian stands from the bed and pulls his T-shirt up and over his head. I’m hypnotized as each pair of matching right and left abdominal muscles is uncovered. He loosens his sweats, and his cock greets me as they hit the ground.
I gasp as Sebastian’s magnificent form climbs onto the bed, and I realize exactly what is about to happen. I asked him to take it all away, and that’s what he plans to do. He’s going to ease my pain with his body.
I want to feel him inside me desperately—to feel something inside me other than pain, fear, and confusion.
Grabbing my ankles, Sebastian spreads my legs and places the same sweet kisses as before up the inside of my thighs until he reaches the apex where he pauses and looks up at me.
My back arches off the bed as he swipes his tongue through my slit. All other thoughts vanish from my mind as sensations in my neglected nether regions take over. Sebastian moves his tongue at a leisurely pace, but with all the tension taking up residency in my body, a few expert licks of his tongue have me unraveling.
“Oh... oh...,” I moan out in a high-pitched voice. The crashing wave of pleasure is just outside my reach, making its way closer. The moment Sebastian slides a long digit inside me and presses upward, the wave breaks, and I convulse as the tension leaves my body as if I’ve been exercised of a demon.
Sebastian’s voice has a gravelly huskiness as he coaxes me through what feels like a record-breaking orgasm. “That’s a good girl, princess. Come for me, baby.”
My body feels boneless, like jelly, as my back finally hits the bed again.
“Watching you come is one of the most spectacular things I’ve ever seen,” he says as he climbs up and takes my lips. He pulls back and brings his finger, the one presumably just inside me, to his mouth and licks it clean. “Seeing that weight you’ve been carrying around evaporate from your body was fucking amazing, Devin.”
I don’t have the energy to answer him, which scares me slightly. If he was able to make me feel this numb with just his tongue and a finger, what the hell is he going to be able to do with his cock? I have a feeling I’m about to get a dose of morphine, dick-injection style.
The warm, thick head of his cock nudges my entrance as he hooks an arm under my leg, opening me to him further. He stretches me, and it burns in the best way possible as he seats himself inside me.
“Look at me, Devin.” There’s no room for argument in the tone of his voice. I lock eyes with him and see a torrent of emotion staring back. “I love you,” he says. “I love you more than I ever thought I could love someone. No one will ever take that away.”
The tears drip down the side of my face as Sebastian consumes my mouth with his own. He’s invading me—mind, body, and soul.
How could I not love this man?
“I love you, Sebastian,” I tell him when he releases my mouth.
His thrusts are unhurried as we both shut up, no more words needed. He speaks to me with his eyes and his body as he slides in and out of me, igniting every nerve ending in my core. I feel the slow buildup—the beginning of the massive end. If I thought the last orgasm was big, this one is about to be earth-shattering.
“Please, Sebastian.” I need him to take me over the edge, but he doesn’t increase his pace. Instead, he stares down at me, dragging his cock out of me only to slide it back in. The upsurge of sensations detonates, and I come hard. My muscles squeeze around Sebastian’s length as it throbs inside me as he finds his own release.
“Devin,” he rumbles low as he rests his head on my shoulder while we both try to catch our breath. “I love you,” Sebastian says once more.
I have no clue whether I say the words aloud as I fall asleep, but I certainly think them. “I love you too.”
