What's the point of all of this, if you're not here with me?
Never my dream, never the goal, it’s always been you, consuming my soul.
I don’t want this anymore, not if I’m alone.
All of this is pointless, no happiness, no home.
Late night wonders, keeping me awake. The eyes that haunt me, any time I fade– into darkness. I can’t stop this.
Silent whispers, echoes in my mind. Your voice an imprint, tattooed on my spine– drag me under. Take me now.
Drag me under. Take me now.
Drag me under. Take me now.
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The last strum of the chord lingers in the air. The whole room is in silence for the smallest moment before erupting into madness.
And me? I’m crying like a little bitch. Full ugly sobs.
“She’s pretty fucking incredible,” Liam comments, pulling me into his arms, my back meeting his front as he rests his chin on my head.
“Yeah.” I sniffle, wiping at my eyes. “She is.”
I’m a mess, and I really regret not springing the extra few bucks for waterproof mascara. Damn me for being so damn content lately that hardly anything makes me cry.
Happy or sad, this girl tends to bring it out in me. Thankfully, this time it’s happy. Pure damn happiness.
“That's all we've got for you, LA!” Ally shouts. “Thanks for coming out tonight. And I hope you like the new song. It’s a little different from our normal stuff, but it's one of my personal favorites. Have a good night, and be safe!”
They start to demand an encore, something I’m told that they always do, but this time, Ally just waves goodbye.
She bounces over to the band, saying something before turning her bright grin on us as she rushes off stage.
“Hey.” She stops in front of us. “The fuck you think you’re doing, making my girl cry?”
Liam snorts. “These tears are all because of you, Kitten.”
She grins wide at the nickname. “You do like me, don’t you?”
Liam sighs, but he chuckles too.
Her eyes lower to mine, and my stomach swirls.
Biting her lip, she grips my chin. “Mhm. I like this look.” She rubs her thumb under my eye. “But next time, those tears will be spilling down those pretty little cheeks while you’re screaming my name.”
The heat in her eyes has my body flushing, but the boldness of her words renders me speechless. This,thisis the Ally I knew. The brave, unfiltered girl who says fuck you to the world and does what she wants.
And in this moment, I feel like the teenage girl who always felt alive when I was around her.
I’ve had so many daydreams of what it would be like to finally have Ally the way I’ve always wanted, what it would be like to go from friends to something more.
This? Nothing prepared me for this. The way she talks, the way it makes me feel...
Yeah, so far, I have no complaints.
“Fucking hell, Ally,” Liam growls, and it’s just now I can smell the pheromones coming off him in waves as the stiffness of his cock presses against my ass.
