Page 164 of Holy Hearts


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He pulls away just long enough to speak. “Showers.” His voice is a husky growl that sends a shiver down my spine.

I grab his hand and lead him to one of the shower stalls, setting my bag down on the bench. Once he locks it behind him, he turns to face me.

“Turn around,” he commands, looking at me with something dark and primal.

For a second, I hesitate. He’s got the look of someone ready to take charge, and I’ve never done it like this.I’malways the one calling the shots. But then I see the way his chest rises and falls. The way his eyes darken as they hold mine.

And I quickly realize that I want this.

I want him to take control.

Because my surrender is what he needs. He needs to take charge, needs todominateme. And I have to show him that I’m serious about this—about him—by submitting to him.

Slowly, I turn around, pressing my palms flat against the cool tile of the shower. Behind me, I hear Kai move closer so that his chest is against my back, and when his arm reaches around for the shower lever, I’m suddenly being drenched by warm water.

“This should drown out your moans,” he murmurs, his mouth brushing against my ear.

My T-shirt and shorts stick to my overheated skin, and my cock is so hard that it’s almost painful.

There’s something beautiful in this surrender, I realize. There’s no verbal confirmation of it—nothing is said, or alluded to. Kai just…is.And I suppose he’s always been that way.

I’ve just been too stubborn to see it.

My beautiful, handsome switch.

Behind me, I hear the rustling of fabric and the quiet scrape of his shoes on the tiled floor. My breathing turns ragged as his palm comes to my arse, squeezing it once before he pulls my shorts down to the floor.

Fuck, he’s really doing this.

“I have some coconut oil. In my bag,” I tell him. My voice quivers slightly, and he goes still behind me.

“Coconut oil?” he asks, a bit of amusement in his tone.

My lips tug into a smile. “Yeah. I use it after a shower sometimes. It makes my skin really soft.”

He huffs out a chuckle. “Okay.” I hear him rummaging through my bag, pulling out the bottle of oil. The lid snaps open, and my knees are doing a shit job at holding me up. When he gets closer, I inhale sharply when I feel one of his fingers slide between my arse cheeks.

“You’re shaking,” he murmurs.

I roll my eyes. “Well, yeah. I’ve never bottomed for a guy before.”

Pressing his finger into my arsehole, I arch my back.Fuck, that’s…

Leaning forward, he interrupts my thoughts by kissing my earlobe. “Thank you for letting me be the first.”

“Tit for tat, Ravage. One day I’ll be your first, too.”

“I’d like that,” Kai says, nibbling on the skin just below my ear.

I can’t help but let out a low groan as he curves his finger toward my cock so that he’s pressing against my prostate.

It sends an incredible, electric jolt through me. My cock throbs—and I realize I could very easily come on just his finger.

“Video it,” I rush out on a moan. “For Sophie.”

Kai laughs behind me. “You think our little dove will enjoy watching me ruin your asshole?”

“Fuck,” I hiss. “Yes, I do. I really, really do.”