His gaze drops, and though his hands stay on my hips, there’s a distance in his eyes now, a hesitation that wasn’t there before.
I reach for his face, brushing my thumb along his jawline, silently willing him to stay with me.
But something’s already shifted.
A shiver racks through me, but not from the cold.
“Goddamn,” Julian hisses, his movements becoming erratic. “I love the feeling of your cock against mine, Kai,” he growls. “I can’t wait for the day we can both come inside of her.”
“Fuck,” Kai whispers, all pretenses gone.
Watching him unravel beneath me is intoxicating, and the sight of him losing control is enough to make me roll my hips.I arch against him, grinding down harder, and Kai’s head tilts back, exposing the long column of his throat. His lips part in something that resembles prayer, soft, inaudible words spilling from his mouth as if he can’t contain them.
Julian shifts behind me, his lips brushing against my temple as he hears the words too. “That’s it,” he whispers, his hand curling under my jaw, tilting my head back against his shoulder. “Pray for her, Kai. Let her know exactly how much you need this.”
“Thy kingdom come,” he groans, his hands trembling as they grip my hips, guiding me to move. “Thy will be done…”
The sound of him—so raw, so close to unraveling—sends molten heat pooling low in my belly. But something shifts beneath his words, something darker. His grip tightens at my waist, rougher now, and suddenly I’m not guiding the pace anymore. Kai takes over, pulling me down onto him with deliberate force, dragging me over the thick length of his cock until I gasp.
“Oh, fuck?—”
His control breaks open in front of me like a floodgate. He thrusts up hard, driving deeper, his hips snapping beneath me in desperate, unrelenting strokes. Julian groans low against my ear, his arms banding tighter around my torso as if holding me in place to take everything Kai is giving.
“She’s so close, Kai,” Julian murmurs, his breath warm on my neck. “Can you feel it?”
“Yes,” Kai growls, his voice strained, reverent and wrecked all at once. One hand slides up my spine, curling around the back of my neck, holding me down as he pounds into me, chasing that high. “I can feel her tightening—Christ, she’s going to fall apart on us.”
My body trembles, caught between the rhythm of Kai’s cock driving into me and the relentless, teasing drag of Julian’s cock sliding into me from behind.
“Please,” I whimper, pushing my head back against Julian’s shoulder, my legs threatening to give out. “I?—”
“You’re ours,” Kai breathes, the words vibrating through me like a command. His eyes lock with mine as if he’s daring me to break under him. “Come for us, Sophie.”
Julian’s hand slips lower, pressing down on the bulge at the base of my stomach. “You heard him,” Julian growls, his voice rough with need. “Come now, let us feel you shatter around our cocks.”
The pressure is unbearable, the heat curling tighter and tighter until I can’t contain it anymore.
I break.
I unravel between them, caught in the space where pleasure burns so brightly it almost feels like pain. My walls clench around both of them as I cry out, my body arching between them like a bowstring drawn too tight. The tension snaps, and the orgasm rushes through me, all-consuming.
“Oh God?—”
Kai groans deep in his chest as he feels me pulse around him, and something inside him snaps. His thrusts grow erratic, his hips slamming up into me one final time before he gasps, head tilting back. I collapse, pressing my chest against his and dragging my lips down the front of his throat.
“Yes—fuck, Sophie,” he chokes out, his hands bruising against my hips as he holds me down, buried to the hilt. His body trembles, and I feel his thick cock pulse with his climax inside of me. His hands grab my head, bring my lips to his as his forehead presses hard against mine—as if anchoring himself to this moment.
Julian isn’t far behind. His nails drag over the sensitive skin of my lower back and arse, and then I feel him stiffen behind me, his cock jerking as he empties himself, hot and deep, alongside Kai.
A rough sound escapes him, something between a growl and a curse. His hand tightens in my hair, as if he can’t let go until he’s wrung every ounce of pleasure from this moment.
The three of us collapse together, breathless and tangled, our bodies slick with sweat and satisfaction.
I feel Kai’s heart hammering beneath my palm, his arms wrapped tight around me like he’s afraid I might disappear if he loosens his grip. Julian rests his forehead against my shoulder, his breathing ragged, his lips tracing lazy patterns over my skin as if savoring the aftermath.
For a long moment, no one moves.
I’m weightless, held securely between the two people I trust most in the world, and for the first time in weeks, I feel whole. Grounded.
