“Relax,” I whisper, covering his hand with mine, guiding him. “I want this. I want you.”
His forehead rests against the back of my neck for a moment, and I hear him swallow. Maybe he’s thinking about what this means—what we mean. I don’t rush him. I let him find his pace, because there’s something deeply satisfying about watching him lower his guard, inch by inch. A shaky breath escapes my lips when I move his hand on top of mine a few times, showing him how I like it. And when I remove my hand, I feel him step closer so that his chest is against my back. The tight, raspy breaths escaping his lips have me shuddering in his hand. It’s… warm. And big. Sophie has small hands, so Kai’s hand around my length feels incredible.
It feels like my own hand, but ten times better because it’s Kai.
His grip on my cock tightens just enough to make my breath hitch. His thumb drags over the tip, slower this time, likehe’s deliberately teasing me—a whisper of his usual dominance breaking through.
A large part of me likes the idea of Kai kneeling at my feet. But there’s another part, a dangerous one, that wonders how it might feel to let him take the lead.
That’s the part I don’t like to think about too hard.
“That’s it,” I mutter.
Sophie isn’t just smirking anymore. Her lips part, her breath coming quicker. The telltale flush creeping up her neck and her chest rises and falls, like she’s forgotten how to take a deep breath. When her gaze shifts between us, lingering on Kai behind me, something twists in my chest.
It’s not just hunger in her eyes.
It’s awe.
Her aroused state sends a jolt through me, spurring me on. It makes me want to push further, to make her fall apart just from watching us.
I look down at her. “Get ready, baby. I’m already close. You want your men to make a mess of you?”
Kai goes still behind me for a fraction of a second. It’s subtle enough that I hardly notice, but I do notice.
“Yes,” she says, her voice husky. A shiver ripples through her and her thighs squeeze together. “Give me everything, Julian.”
Groaning, I begin to rut my hips into Kai’s hand. Without thinking, I let my head fall back against his chest, rocking my hips into his hand. His pressure is perfect, and every few strokes he swipes the precum from the tip with his thumb, sending shock waves through me. His breathing turns ragged behind me, and when I lean forward to swipe some of his cum off Sophie’s stomach, he lets out a low groan when I add it to my shaft as lube.
“Fuck,” he mutters, working his hand faster.
Iwanthim to lose control. Iwantto turn him on. Every emotion from seventeen years prior flits through me, even something potent enough to physically rock through me.
Iwanthim to want me back.
“For someone who’s never done this, you’re very good at it,” I tease, my voice shaky.
“Yes, well, maybe I just know what you like,” he growls.
My eyes flutter closed as everything inside of me pulls taut. “F-fuck, I’m going to…”
My orgasm cuts me off, slamming through me so hard that I let out a string of expletives. My cum flies over Sophie’s chest to her stomach, mixing with Kai’s, and my body convulses unconsciously as I cover her in my seed. Kai doesn’t stop—he only slows—milking every last drop out of me by squeezing my shaft. I tremble and shake like it’s my first time, and when I’m finished, I feel him step back.
“Are you going to make him lick it off?” Sophie asks, swirling both of us together on her stomach.
I huff a laugh as I climb off the table. “Not this time.”
“Too bad. That was hot.”
Grabbing a nearby serviette, I wipe Sophie off and discard it on top of the used condom. Pulling my trousers back up, I chance a look up at Kai.
He’s watching us with his hands in his pockets, probably unsure of where to go from here. We’ve all gotten off, so I’m sure he’s waiting for us to dismiss him.
“You okay?” he asks Sophie, walking around to where she’s standing.
“Much better now,” she says, wrapping her arms around Kai’s neck and standing on her tiptoes to give him a kiss.
His hands are resting on her bare hips, and I suddenly have the urge to join them. Taking a step closer, I come around to Sophie’s other side, putting my hands on top of Kai’s. There’sa wrinkle between his brows, and I lean forward and press a chaste kiss to his lips over Sophie’s head. Pulling away, I kiss the top of Sophie’s head.
