I’d raze the entire world before I ever let anyone hurt her.
Squeezing her neck harder, she moans again. I feel her clench around me when my thumb brushes her skin tenderly, and her eyelashes flutter as she gasps.
“That,” she rasps out. “The way you look at me while—choking me—” She squeezes her eyes closed as both of her hands grip the material of my dress shirt tightly.
“Eyes open, baby girl.”
She snaps them open as I rub my thumb over her skin. “The way you look at me—how did I ever go without it?” she asks, a hint of vulnerability in her voice.
Something cracks inside of my chest as I bend down and press my lips against hers.
She comes a second later, whimpering something unintelligible onto my lips as her cunt pulses around me. Kissing her while she comes is intense. She draws the pleasure down directly from the base of my spine with every contraction, every whine and moan that leaves her lips.
“Fuck, Frankie,” I tell her, my voice hoarse as I press her harder against the wall. “That’s it?—”
I explode inside of her. My orgasm nearly knocks me over, and my legs shake as I struggle to breathe. My hand drops from around her neck to her waist, and I drop my forehead against hers. I pant as my cock empties inside of her, and when I’m finished, she’s watching me with an open, affectionate expression.
Her legs start to shift, but I reach out and steady her so that she stays put.
“Not yet,” I tell her, brushing my nose against hers. “Give it a few minutes.”
“You’re serious,” she whispers, placing a hand on my chest. “This isn’t some kind of kink you have? Youwantto get me pregnant?”
I huff a laugh and close my eyes as I recover. “You have no idea how badly.”
“You understand that—that—what happened to me—three years ago—could happen again, right?” she asks. Her voice sounds so helpless, and I open my eyes immediately. “If I can’t—if something’s wrong and I can’t carry to term?—”
I take my hand and grip her jaw firmly. “I don’t care. That doesn’t matter. But I’m not going to stop trying.” Her lower lip trembles, and I lean down to brush my lips against hers. “I know you’re scared. But I also know you’re brave as fuck. This is crazy. Trust me, as someone in the professional mental health field, everything about this should give me pause. But for whatever reason, it doesn’t. I want this.”
“Itiscrazy,” she replies, her voice cracking. “Why me? You could have anyone. Why me?”
I growl as I slide my still-hard cock into her as deep as I can go. “You don’t seem to understand just how much I want you. How long I’ve been waiting for you. Not someonelikeyou.You.Since the first time I saw your picture. Your eyes—it was like I was seeing into a future I didn’t even know existed.”
Her lips quiver. “You’re quite a wordsmith, you know.”
I kiss her gently. “I saw something in you that felt identical to me. I can’t really describe it. I felt it with apicture.And when I saw you for the first time? It felt like I was making a pilgrimage home.”
“I had no idea.”
“I didn’t know how to tell you.”
“Then why antagonize me for two years?” she asks, lips pulling into a smile.
“Because I didn’t know how else to hold your attention. Because I knew if I complained about not being able to log into my work email, you’d roll your eyes and hop on Zoom to help me. If I asked you to do something over email, I knew you’d confirm it was done by the end of the day, which meant I would hear from you. I knew that giving you no choice but to come to San Francisco with me meant that I’d get the chance toshowyou that I could be good enough for you.”
“That’s still debatable, but the UGG boots that first night sure did help your case.”
“Let’s be honest,” I murmur, pulling out and pushing back into her heat. “I’ll never truly be good enough for you, but I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to prove it.”
She lets out a tiny moan as I grip her thighs. “So many pretty words, Dr. Kincaid. Are you planning on fucking me again or are you just teasing me?”
“You’re so impatient,” I growl, pulling away from the wall and carrying her across the living room. Pushing the bedroom door open, I gently deposit her on the bed and move her up the mattress, all the while keeping myself locked inside of her. As I hover over her on my elbows, I take her right knee and move it higher so that I can go even deeper.
“We should do it again. I want you to be full of my cum. I want it to leak out tomorrow when I fuck you again. I never want it to stop. There’s something very primal about knowing I can claim you like this, Francesca. Knowing that you’re letting me.”
She stares up into my eyes and gives me a devious, little smile. “Well, I’m not letting you doanythingbecause you’re not moving.”
“How do you ask?” My hand grips her fleshy thigh tighter.