“If I have to tell you to focus again, I’m gonna have you put on your pajamas, and we’ll pick this up tomorrow. I feel like you’re not ready, and that’s a waste of my time.” His hand remained around my neck. He wasn’t choking me, per se, but the grip wasn’t easy-breezy, either.
“That’s not necessary, Big. I’m focused.”
“We’ll see.” He squeezed harder before releasing his grip. “We’re gonna start with some sensory play. I’m gonna cover your eyes with a blindfold, remove the towel, and slowly introduce objects. Some will touch you, some you will hear, some you will smell. Are you okay with that?”
I tried not to grin. “Yes, Big.”
“Tell me our verbal cues.”
“Green, if I really like it. Yellow, if I’m getting close to an orgasm. Red, if I feel like I’m going insane from pleasure.”
“Tell me your safe word, Baby.”
“Purple.” It was my least favorite color.
“Close your eyes.”
I closed my eyes and felt soft fabric, that he produced from where, I didn’t know, began to wrap around my head. Soon, I was shrouded in darkness.
“Remove the towel, Baby.”
I slowly loosened the towel and let it drop to the floor. I could feel Jaxxon, and I could smell him—that scent that was uniquely him. That scent beneath the cologne and shower gel. It was one of my favorite smells.
I could feel his body heat. It felt like he got on his knees in front of me. When his lips brushed mine, I knew I was right. Goose bumps popped up on my skin. Something soft flutteredacross one nipple, and then the other. They sprang to life. Something hard—prickly trailed down my arm.
I gasped.
“You’re so fucking pretty, Baby,” he whispered.
His lips kissed mine again, and then I felt him move away.
I tried to slow down my heart rate and calm myself. I could feel moisture between my legs. I felt Jaxxon’s presence. He must have left the room and come back again, because I could feel him. He wasn’t close, but I knew he was there. I knew he was in the vicinity, and my body responded. I wanted his reassurance. It was hell being blindfolded. I hated the vulnerability of not being able to see. Knowing he was with me gave me peace.
Soon, I felt him behind me. His body rubbed against mine, and I knew we were skin to skin. Somewhere along the way, he’d taken off his shirt. He placed an open-mouth kiss on my neck, and my body contracted with the pleasure of his mouth on me. Something cold traveled down my chest, between my breasts, then ran over each nipple. It wasn’t ice, but it was cold. Jaxxon fiddled around behind me, and after a moment, I felt the cold object rest around my neck.
A necklace, I thought to myself. The instinct to reach up and touch it was so strong, but I fought against my nature.
“I know you think you know what it is,” he said between light chuckles. “And I know you probably wanna touch it so bad, that it’s driving you crazy. I’m so proud of you, Baby. I’m proud of the self-control you’re exercising. It’s sexy as hell watching you be my good girl. You’re such a good girl, Baby.” He kissed my neck.
I shivered. I was feeling so many emotions.
Who knew taking away the sense of sight would cause me to feel so soft?
“You can reach up and touch it.”
My fingers made contact with the necklace, running over it, until I came to a circular object. I gasped.
Jaxxon removed the blindfold. It took a few seconds and some blinking to restore my eyesight. The room was only lit by candlelight, but I could still see the ring.
Correction. I could still see the diamond.
Then, he was on his knees in front of me again. “I know you didn’t think I was gonna let your fine ass run around here ringless.”
I threw myself into him and slung my arms around his neck. I pulled his head to me, then attacked his mouth. The kiss was greedy. I let my tongue explore every crevice while I leaned into him, loving the way his body supported my weight. Loving the way he took over the kiss. Loving the way he pushed me backward until my back was flat against the floor, and he was situated between my open legs.
The waythis girl had my fucking heart. The way I loved her. I wasn’t even sure she understood the depths of my devotion. And to have her beneath me, naked, and ready to do what I’d been wanting to do since tenth grade, had me messed up. I wanted to devour her little ass. I high-key had to have a talk with myself as I made my way down her body.
Take your time.Slow down. I silently chanted the directives in my head.Chill out.Let her catch up.
