Her eyes searched mine, but she didn’t answer.
“Do you want this?” I asked softly. I’d stop in an instant; it didn’t matter how fucking hard I was. It didn’t matter that we were all watching, waiting, and wanting. “You can say no. You aren’t doing anything wrong if you say you’re not ready.”
“Yes,” she practically whimpered. “But I…”
“It’s okay.”
Fuck. She was trembling. The look in her eyes said she felt wildly out of control. The other guys shifted around us, ready to jump in, but I held up my hand behind her back. We all paused. “I have an idea I want to try before we go any further. If you don’t like it, we can stop.”
Her breath slowed, and she nodded.
I flicked one of my knives into my hand, then pressed its handle into her palm. “Here.” I brought her hand, holding the knife, to my neck. “When I first met you, that night at the club, you were wearing your Hellcat and a knife strapped to your thighs. You remember?”
“Yeah,” she breathed. Her eyes tracked the knife in her hand as it pressed against the skin of my throat.
“Idreamof that night. Your pussy tasted so damn good.” I kept my voice low, controlled, calm, as I took my hand off hers and allowed her to control what she did with the knife. “You kept your weapons on then, and a part of you knew that if anything happened that you didn’t want, you could kill me within seconds.”
Her eyes flicked to mine, and she pulled the knife away from my throat. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
Gently, I moved it back in place. I kept my eyes locked on hers. None of the other guys mattered. It was just her and me.
“I know. You won’t,hanii. I just want you to know you’re in control.” I lifted my chin to expose more of my neck while I kept my hands firmly planted on her hips. I could still feel the heat radiating from her core. “Whatever you want to happen, happens. Whatever you don’t, doesn’t. Your brain already knows you’re in charge. The knife is just so your body remembers, too.”
Her eyes went molten at my words.
She darted forward, lips hot against mine. I groaned into her open mouth.Fuck, yes. This was going to work. Her hips shifted so she could line me up again, and together we guided her pussy down onto my cock.
“Ryu,” she whimpered.
I growled into her ear as I thrust up inside her. “Pay attention,hanii. I will never stop wanting you, needingyou. It doesn’t matter what happens. You are my queen. You are the strongest person I’ve ever met. I’ll fuck those truths into you, over and over, until you believe them.”
Who knew having one of my own knives resting against my jugular would be such a turn on?
She moaned so prettily while riding my cock, but she needed more.
More of us.
Cas’s hand reached over my lap to rub her clit. Her head titled to the side as she looked at him, heat blazing in her eyes, and I latched onto her neck. I’d suck as many marks into her skin as she needed to understand that none of us fucking cared andallof us wanted her. It wasn’t just her body that made us crazy. It was her strength, her power, her intelligence. She’d always been my perfect match in the darkness.
She embraced her shadows just as I did. We would always find each other there.
I love you,I whispered inside my head.
“Cas, please,” she whined. She reached for him, and he met her lips with an intensity that had my cock pulsing. Her pussy walls clenched around me as his hands rubbed her tits and tweaked her nipples.
If we weren’t so cramped on this seat, I’d have tipped her over so he could take her ass this time.
“That’s our girl,” I groaned. She still kept one hand on the knife at my throat, but it no longer pressed into the skin. It rested against my collarbone, sinking farther and farther away the more she took what she wanted.
She broke the kiss with Cas, then looked over at my two youngest brothers.
“Ciel.”
He didn’t hesitate. He leaned across the seat, threading his hand into her hair and kissing her right next to my face. The skin of his neck looked so good, so I pressed my own kiss to it. He pulled back, looking at me with surprise, but I only grinned.
“Hey, don’t fault me for wanting a taste. Your neck is cute,” I replied as a flush spread through his cheeks. I didn’t look behind me, but I hoped Wynn was watching. It was my little brand of torture and encouragement.
Leona drew him back for a few more heated, sloppy kisses, all while she rode my cock like a queen. Her sounds grew high-pitched the more I thrust inside her, the more Cas played with her clit and teased her nipples, and the more Ciel kissed her. She was getting close, and so was I. The base of my spine tingled as my balls tightened.
