I removed my hand from between my legs and licked my fingers clean before bringing my focus back to Jax. The way her eyes were burning with desire for me and me only gave me a confidence I’d never experienced before. “Did I say you could speak?”
Jax’s breathing picked up and her pupils blew wide. “Holy shit.”
I brought my finger to my lips to remind her to be quiet, then shoved that same finger deep inside of myself. “Where are your toys?”
“In… in the closet. Bottom left. Shoe box.”
I went to her closet and tore through it until I found the shoe box. I ripped it open and held it out toward Jax. “Which is your favorite to use on yourself?”
“The pink vibrator.”
Jax reached out her hand as if she expected me to hand it to her, but I brought the box close to my chest instead.
I took out the pink vibrator and turned it on, then held it in the air. “This better satisfy me.”
“Y-you’re using it? On yourself?”
I nodded and brought the toy down to my opening. “I’m going to make myself come, and if you’re a good girl, I might just let you come as well.”
Jax whimpered, but her eyes remained glued to the toy. I pushed the toy inside of myself slowly.Fuck.No wonder Jax liked this so much. I contracted around the large vibrating toy, and I knew it wouldn’t be long before I came. I pulled it out and pushed it in harder this time. I stared at Jax as I continued to move it in and out, harder and faster with each thrust until I couldn’t take it anymore. I squeezed my eyes and screamed out when the orgasm shot threw me.Fuuuuuck.
When I opened my eyes, Jax was still staring at me, a look of utter disbelief written all over her face. I held the toy out toward her mouth. “If you’re going to use this, it needs to be cleaned.” I nodded at the toy. “Lick it. Pretend you’re licking me.”
Jax grabbed the toy and shoved it into her mouth, pushing it deep into her throat before pulling it back out and licking it clean.
“Good girl. You can undress now.”
Jax quickly undressed herself, then laid her naked body out for me, parting her legs so I could go right where she needed me. I moved the toy inside of her just like I had done to myself and slowly pulled it back out. Just as I hoped, the toy was dripping wet, so I licked it clean just like Jax had. I did this a few more times, then set the toy to the side and brought my tongue to Jax’s center instead. When I could tell she was about to topple over the edge, I pulled my face away.
“You’ll come when I tell you to come,” I demanded.
Fuck, I don’t even recognize my own voice anymore. Who the hell am I?
“Please,” Jax pleaded.
“Please what?”
“Please let me come.”
“Do you want to come from my mouth?” I bent down and licked through her folds. “Or from the vibrator?” I brought the vibrator to the opening but stopped there.
Jax’s body gyrated off of the bed. “Both. Fuck. Give me both. Please.”
“Do you think you earned that?”
Jax looked straight into my eyes, her gaze never wavering. “Suck on my clit while you fuck me with the vibrator and I promise to be yours forever. I will pleasure you whenever and however you want.”
The wordforeverwas on repeat in my head while I brought my mouth onto Jax’s clit. I sucked her into me.Forever.I moved the toy inside of her.Forever.She screamed in pleasure as her orgasm hit, but all I could hear were the echoes of the wordforever. I wanted it sofuckingbad.
A while later, after we both had recovered and Jax had reassured me a million times that I hadn’t taken things too far and made her uncomfortable (it was quite the opposite, according to her), Jax ran her fingers along my arm in a way that almost had me falling asleep, because it felt so good. Our chemistry was great, and the sex was amazing, but moments like this were even better.
“I love this,” Jax said as if she had read my mind. “I could spend the rest of my life in bed with you and feel like I didn’t miss out on anything.”
“Naked?” I teased.
“Or clothed. It really doesn’t matter. I just like spending time with you.”
This was getting way too close to the territory I had been trying to avoid. With Jax saying things like this, all I wanted to do was admit my feelings, and I had very little doubt that she would reciprocate. But for how long? When would she become bored of me? Also, if she did feel the same way, why hadn’tshesaid something? What was holding her back? I wanted the confidence to throw caution to the wind and just tell her, but I didn’t. I wasn’t ready.
